Moss

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[–] Moss@hexbear.net 2 points 11 hours ago

I'm officially one week free of weed! First of all, I want to say a big thank you to @moonlake@hexbear.net for this self improvement thread, which has been something I look forward to every week to track my progress. This has really been a great resource for me and the support has been great.

So a week ago today I threw out my weed, grinder, pipe, lighter, everything. Since then not being high has been very easy, to be honest. I've had a few moments where I thought it would be nice to smoke some weed, but never have I regretted throwing my stuff away. I feel like I have so much more free time now to write and read and draw and spend with my friend. When I was getting high, I would just count all of that time as void, as if it was time I was spending sleeping or commuting. I couldn't be productive at all, all I could do was eat loads and watch House MD.

Other than that, I worked out three times this week, went bouldering with a friend once, and ate pretty healthily all around. I've been at work 5 days this week, chasing that bag, getting money for myself to help my parents if I can. I've been writing my fantasy novel a bit, I'm up to 15,000 words with no intention of stopping and I'm finally figuring out some of the minutae of the plot and map. As of this week I have officially lost 5 whole kilograms which I'm very proud of. Overall I feel this was a very good week for me.

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 3 points 21 hours ago

My parents were de facto Catholic by merit of living in a Catholic part of Ireland, but neither of them really believed. My dad never went to church, my mom took me when I was young but I think that was just so I wouldn't feel left out of the only community thing outside of school.

I told them I was an atheist when I was 12 and they didn't care at all, mostly used that as an excuse to never have to go to church again. Now it seems bizarre to me when people are religious. I honestly can't understand why you would believe one religion over another other than it being the religion you were raised with.

I went to my grandma's funeral in a Catholic church last year and it was so, so strange. All the praying and kneeling and stuff that I had forgotten about. I read out a prayer and it felt like just reading out a parable or something, not really religious, apart from the end when I had to say "this is the word of the Lord".

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 3 points 22 hours ago (1 children)

Do you build muscle quicker with less overall body mass?

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 12 points 22 hours ago (3 children)

If you told 2005 me that 2025 me would be pro Iran, I would have said "goo goo gaga"

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 9 points 22 hours ago (2 children)

Does anyone know how the chuds are responding to Trump bombing Iran? It seemed like a lot of them genuinely didn't want war with Iran

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 24 points 2 days ago (3 children)

It seems that all the working on my appearance has paid off because someone called me hot today! That's the first time I've ever had that happen.

Problem is I have literally no idea how to flirt so I kinda just smiled and walked away. What the fuck are you supposed to do when that happens

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 9 points 2 days ago

make the earth shake with every clap of your cheeks

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 26 points 3 days ago (2 children)

can "aurafarming my gleeby deeby ass" please be a new site tagline

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 27 points 3 days ago

It seems that despite my fears of the Iranian state being unprepared and naive, the Iranian people are more than brave enough to face the Israeli threat. The ability for humans to be strong in the face of imperialist murderers is astonishing, and the Iranian people really inspire me

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 5 points 3 days ago (1 children)

holy shit i just saw footage of the borderlands game for the first time and it looks insufferable. how did anyone like those games? they look so fucking annoying

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 5 points 3 days ago (5 children)

I was referring to the orcs as the evil race from the east. And I'm not saying that is objectively the reading of Lord of the Rings, but if you want to say that the story lends itself to a pro-fascist viewpoint, its easy to do that. Its also easy to say that the story is pro-anarchist or monarchist or grill pill or whatever you want.

[–] Moss@hexbear.net 24 points 3 days ago (12 children)

I think there are so many readings of the Lord of the Rings that it is possible to make it say whatever you want by picking and choosing quotes.

Its a story about an evil race of people invading from the east. Its also about how the people of the world must move past racial prejudice to defeat evil.

You can take whatever message you want from it. When I read it recently I found it funny how many characters were just saying "the West has fallen, billions must die"

 

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We have so many Deltarune emojis I can't put them all in

 

Their colour is so misleading, because red food should be like really tangy and strong. Either sweet like a strawberry or cranberry, or savoury like ketchup. Tomatoes taste like they should be a pale green or yellow, but they're red. It's fucked up.

 

I've been living with depression since I was 14. It felt inescapable, but for a couple of years, I was doing really well. I stopped going to therapy, I was able to handle bad things, anxiety wasn't tearing me apart, I had goals I wanted to achieve. Then in the last two years of college, my depression came back worse than ever. Trying to get better isn't even on the table, right now I'm just trying to want to get better.

But for a few years, I was able to think to myself that I was happy, and that depression was a thing of the past. For the life of me, I can't remember why. I feel like I'm doomed to be stuck in a cycle of falling in and out of depression for years at a time at best.

But has anyone actually come out of depression, for real? Is it possible to say that you dealt with your depression and you are genuinely happy, or at least want to be happy, and you think you will be that way for the rest of your life? Because I genuinely don't see how people are supposed to be happy.

Also did we used to have a mental health comm?

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I miss bugs (hexbear.net)
submitted 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) by Moss@hexbear.net to c/doomer@hexbear.net
 

I'm not a huge lover of bugs but I fucking miss seeing them around. When I was a kid only like ten years ago I would go outside and see huge lines of ants and moths flying around and caterpillars in the bushes of my dad's garden. I noticed one summer that I hadn't seen ants in a while, and bees were a precious rare visitor.

The ecological collapse is happening right in front of our eyes and we can't fix or stop it because rich people don't have enough money. We have to just kill everything so that the most evil people in the world can get more money.

 

PPB? Too good! Stop posting it!

Beanis? Too good! Stop posting it!

I need incomprehensible posts. I need posts that are poems about slop. I need the phrase "McDonald's Sprite" repeated 33 times. I need this weed to stop doing whatever it's doing rn

 

Wanna disclose that the only ttrpg I've played in depth is dnd 5e, so other systems might offer interesting answers.

TLDR I want to make combat more interesting as it progresses, not less

So combat in dnd is what should be the coolest and most entertaining part of a story, but is often the slowest part of a session. Most of combat is spent waiting for your turn. When it is your turn, sometimes, you'll swing twice with your sword, miss twice, and that's it, that's all you can do. Even when you hit, the consequences are often just an invisible number going down. Not very interesting, there's next to no input from the player, and this is mostly just the dice deciding everything. No room for roleplay or storytelling here.

So how, from a game master's perspective, can we make combat more interesting? A straightforward solution is to just have a bit of story content in each turn. Describe a fighter missing their attacks as "you are locked in combat with a warrior, who narrowly blocks your blows. The sound of steel on steel rings through the battlefield." Doing this for every turn is exhausting for the DM, where they have to try to give a flavourful description for everything, but every now and then can give more vivid images to your players.

Dialogue is another way to insert storytelling into combat. I've seen no DMs ever enforce the "6 seconds of dialogue per turn" rule in dnd, because it just sucks. Have the antagonist exchange barbs or shout their ideology at the players. Have them discuss their past with the player. Describe it as them shouting at each other over the wind, or the sound of war around them. Again, this can't be inserted into every turn, or it too will become monotomous.

So what about mechanical ways to elevate a battle? Legendary actions in dnd serve this purpose, to allow an NPC to perform actions when it isn't their turn. This helps to alleviate the action economy problem and makes the NPC seem a lot more active and dangerous. If a boss can attack when you don't expect, it makes the mechanics fade back into the background a little bit as your players realise how powerful this character is.

I think debuffs are the most frustrating thing to happen to players. Being able to do less without any long-term change to your characters is just annoying. Getting disadvantage on an attack means your character is less impactful in a session. As a player, this sucks. Imo, debuffs should be avoided unless they either apply to everyone fighting, including your enemy, or they advance a character's story. My DM actually achieved both of these scenarios. They designed a combat encounter where difficult terrain was cast by an opposing spellcaster, and their fighter and ranger could navigate difficult terrain easily. This made us realise that the enemy had planned their attack to our specific environment (forest) and that they were particulary dangerous in this specific location - but if we meet them again under different circmustances, they will lose their advantage. In another encounter, one player, who's character has been lacking control of their own life, was suffering massive debuffs from a character who was trying to control their mind. They had to make saving throws every turn, but the stakes were a lot higher than just missing the next attack - losing a saving throw could permanently change their character.

Debuffs are hard to pull off, but buffs aren't. Imo buffs are the easiest way to escalate a fight - have your NPC become stronger and more dangerous as a fight goes on, rather than them losing resources like health and spell slots. Have your NPC become stronger after losing a certain amount of health, or even have a second and third phase with different attacks and new descriptions - this makes a boss fight feel much more tense. You could also give your player a weapon that becomes stronger after landing more hits or something, or an accessory that halves their hp and gain advantage on every attack. This makes them feel like they're becoming cooler and more powerful as the fight goes on, too.

Are there other systems that better escalate combat? I find that combat in dnd becomes more predictable the longer it goes on due to the system of health and spell slot attrition. Characters in a fight only lose resources, but don't become stronger at all. A lot of power fantasies have fights become bigger and more bombastic as they go on, because that's fucking cool, but that doesn't happen by default in dnd unless you try to make it happen. So do other players or game masters, or anyone with experience in other systems, have anything to weigh in on? My ideas are just ideas and I haven't actually tested these, so I would love to hear from others.

this ended up being a lot more text than i intended.

 

Time sensitive question btw

 

Anything I write with a placeholder name feels bad and then I get stuck trying to think of a better name. I've already designated too much of the start of the alphabet to side characters, it needs to be something easy to read if its coming up over and over again in the book.

 

This is the question

 

Also in like book 12 or something they get a bipedal pig who wears clothes as a pet

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