skymtf

I know I have posted herd before and many have already seen my photos and said I had mental health issues but I'm still kinds convinced T hit me way too hard. I'm convinced that any doctor should of looked at me and said "no I'm sorry I don't think hrt will be able to help you" on top of that I was and still am very overweight I'm convinced I really should detranstion for the sake of the community, I would need to loose at least 200 pounds to know for sure. I would likely need go get off hrt cause I'm not only tall but also fat

async MediaUpload(photos : any[]) { const client = await this.Login() const full_photo_urls : string[] = photos.map((item) => item.full) let image_ids : string[] = []; full_photo_urls.forEach(async (image_url) => { const image_blob = await fetch(image_url).then(res => res.blob()) try { console.log("images are about to be posted!"); const image_res = await client.postMediaAttachment({file: image_blob}) console.log("Images were posted here"); console.log(image_res); } catch (error) { console.error(error); } }) return image_ids;

Runs Error block which results in this

{ failed: true, json: { id: '111037763715692057', type: 'image', url: 'https://files.botsin.space/media_attachments/files/111/037/763/715/692/057/original/c46fd6ce6b892c66.jpeg', preview_url: 'https://files.botsin.space/media_attachments/files/111/037/763/715/692/057/small/c46fd6ce6b892c66.jpeg', remote_url: null, preview_remote_url: null, text_url: null, meta: { original: [Object], small: [Object] }, description: null, blurhash: 'UEHo8yIm%gV?9Exv%fM{?u~qM_D%xvITM{xa' }, path: 'media', response: Response { [Symbol(realm)]: null, [Symbol(state)]: { aborted: false, rangeRequested: false, timingAllowPassed: true, requestIncludesCredentials: true, type: 'default', status: 200, timingInfo: [Object], cacheState: '', statusText: 'OK', headersList: [HeadersList], urlList: [Array], body: [Object] }, [Symbol(headers)]: HeadersList { cookies: null, [Symbol(headers map)]: [Map], [Symbol(headers map sorted)]: null } }, status: 200, rateLimit: 30 }

I am really confused given it gives me a status code 200 which means OK, but still says it failed??? I also used my debugging to understand this is the line where the error occurs

const image_res = await client.postMediaAttachment({file: image_blob})

also ignore the fact imageres is unused, I removed the code after it for testing since to ensure nothing else was causing the error

I keep saying my deadname in my head, this kinda started a bit after a family gathering where I heard my deadname a ton. This was in may and sometimes I will just say my deadname in my head and it feels wrong, it also kinda makes my real name feel a little wrong, even though I know it's not and I like the name skylar

So ever since an update around a month ago KDE has been running at around 1-2 fps under wayland. I don't really have a valid explaination I've checked modeset and that comes back as exepcted.

I graduated in May with my associates degree, and sadly after applying a bit nothing, not even a reply email. I am convinced I am just unprepared for this industry, I will admit I don't have a GitHub with 1 billion contributions, and a bunch of connections. but can I seriously get nothing. I can't afford the 25K needed for my bachelors. I am honestly considering put in my applications to target or whatever and giving up.

I feel like the selfies are basically fake, a trick of software and good angles, I'm also kinda convicened the one st a distance in the black top is pixel camera shangeans. I feel like realstixlly the graduation one is how most people see me. I just hate how I look, and I feel awful. I almost feel like HRT hasn't done anytging, maybe it can't for me. Maybe male puberty just hit too hard? If I got off of HRT lost 100 pounds than started again would it see acual effects

https://imgur.com/a/sdtFxqf

Error [ERR_REQUIRE_ESM]: require() of ES Module /home/sky/Documents/hourlypets/node_modules/tsl-mastodon-api/lib/index.js from /home/sky/Documents/hourlypets/src/mastodon.ts not supported. Instead change the require of index.js in /home/sky/Documents/hourlypets/src/mastodon.ts to a dynamic import() which is available in all CommonJS modules. at require.extensions. [as .js] (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/index.js:851:20) at Object. (/home/sky/Documents/hourlypets/src/mastodon.ts:36:31) at m._compile (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/index.js:857:29) at require.extensions. [as .ts] (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/index.js:859:16) at Object. (/home/sky/Documents/hourlypets/src/bot.ts:13:20) at m._compile (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/index.js:857:29) at require.extensions. [as .ts] (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/index.js:859:16) at phase4 (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/bin.js:466:20) at bootstrap (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/bin.js:54:12) at main (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/bin.js:33:12) at Object. (/usr/lib/node_modules/ts-node/dist/bin.js:579:5) { code: 'ERR_REQUIRE_ESM' } I am importing the lib like this

import * as Mastodon from 'tsl-mastodon-api';

Should I just be like surprise me and provide a rough understanding of what I want.

The way I feel like everyone sees me is the first photo in this gallery, I am really ugly as you can see. Secondly I feel like the other photos are lies.

https://imgur.com/a/gd8lhZo