oh um uh im normal (screaming can be heard from backstage)
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its ok to have hopium, just dont let it drive you to isolate yourself in a place where you have no one to help you. thats how you end up homeless.
i moved away a few years ago and had like 40 bucks in my bank account to get away from my family and it was 100% worth it. i also had a job lined up that paid rent and got the bills at the time, otherwise i would have stayed w my parents even if it wouldve made me tear my hair out
protondb is a good resource for seeing if games work on linux and what issues you may run into. areweanticheatyet gives you more ideas on what games with anticheat enabled people have gotten running on linux. i also recommend installing proton-ge-custom. it rolls a few features from windows into steam games that are missing in proton (notably, some video codec support for videos inside games).
ive been playing touhou mountain of faith for a bit, hoping i can 1cc normal in the next month lol