I dont have access to firearms or ghouls and the propaganda machine works so well that it would just hurt us if I did anything.
TheRealChrisR
joined 4 years ago
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Ive been suicidal my whole life. I just hate that im too much of a coward to do anything about it. I hate that im not old enough to know death is definitely coming really soon. I dont want to do another few decades of this. Im tired.
Might not have worked the first time, I sent it again
I sent u $15 on cash app i hope it helps
CW Suicide
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___ i just cant handle being trans. I couldnt handle it when it was vaguely tolerated and now that ill probably be thrown into a camp if i transition its just an impossibility. I dont like my hobbies or friends and family very much. Id want to make a list of touristy fun things to do before a suicide in 2026/27 but I cant even think of anything I want to do. Maybe watch the movies in my blu ray collection once around? I just wish there was an anti depressant powerful enough to make me stop caring. I also hate it because I cant get a gun due to previous attempts and have to rely on hanging/household poisons and theyre pretty scary. Life just isnt worth it for me and it sucks because Im kind of privleged and just wish I could give this life to someone whod enjoy it.
Yeah this shit is the thing that might finally break my addiction. I remember a little over a decade ago reddit had an interesting nerdy user base and now it just kinda seems like CIA and their bots and useful idiots repeating the catchphrases. There is more pushback this past week than there used to be though.
The image appears to be of a leak of the movie.
Remember Me (2010)
Palantir already exists.
This def confused me when I was little.
I appreciate the resource. I just wish there were enough drugs to make me forget being trans. Im still the scared teenager who would freak out trying to google transgender in the late 00s and now the trauma I repress is all around me. Im one of the few people it would be ethical to have reparative therapy for. Id probably still be suicidal as a cis person because im suicidal for a lot of reasons.