KittyBobo
joined 2 years ago
Has Adam Friedland tried out the new muscimol extract gummies from Diet Smoke dot com?
I just need to vent
I'm so depressed and bitter at my lousy fucking lot. When my parents split up I was stuck with an abusive psycotic narcissist that acted like I was the worst kid ever, constantly lying and saying I stole things or did things to make her look stupid and even threatened me with military school, when I was only ever quiet and helpful. Her kids got new computers and cars while I had to live in an empty room and do all chores. They now have education and money and homes and families and I have jack fucking shit, they took the life I should have had. And my mom is no better, she went and found the very first person that would take her in and had three more kids, two girls and a boy lile me and my sisters. Not only did I feel abandoned to an abuser I felt replaced. And did my mom learn anything about parenting from that? Hell no, those kids are going to be worse off than me. I just have to watch, in real time, unable to do jack shit about it, as my mom goes and makes the same mistakes she did with me and fucks them up worse. I think that's what hell is, having to watch your life happen all over again in real time, that's what watching those kids grow up is like. I'm too mentally ill and allergic to work to distance myself from my family or move anywhere else, and I can't explore gender or be who I want because it's not safe here. I'm tired of the worst fucking people getting ahead, I'm tired of how normalized reactionary views are, I'm sick of being hated for wanting things to be better. This world doesn't want me in it and I don't know how much longer I can keep suffering through it.
I keep having mundane dreams where I'm a kid again living with my parents except in the dream I like my parents and just have a normal time with them.
God, Guns, and Diapers sounds like the slogan for a very right wing adult baby roleplay group.
If you pronounce GIF as "jif" then you're a faj.
3 exclusively, I will be very fussy about it otherwise.
I'm excited, I finally found someone selling a rare album, MC Devvo's Yorkshire 2 New York. It has the DVD and booklet too, I ordered a disc writer so I can rip it all once it arrives.
I was very confused until I saw it stood for "Immune Deficiency Foundation"
I love the aesthetic.
Ivy Pepper background and my LineX theme that looks like the Sweet icon theme on Linux.
They used to, they also used to have pizza. This was all pre-2000 though.