Creating a Orc warrior girl. Mainly because I haven't played Orcs much in Skyrim and they have the best racial bonus for survival and combat. But also is going to be good for my Lesbian fantasy when she marries Camilla Valerius and they live in a cute little farm. Problem is I'm stuck at the stage where I look through the names of characters from all UESP games and make a lore appropriate name that suits them.

🎶where there's a whip
there's a way🎵

How do people drink the “proper” amount of water?

born to passenger princess

forced to drive myself everywhere

lovely weather today. it snowed on top of frozen over roads. fell on my ass, thankfully i have a delicious cushion these days.

Anyone else purposefully disable notifications on Youtube comments and then spend an hour trying to find your old comments to see how much and outrage you instigated?

No one? Just me? fuck

Seems like none of my ID's will need to be renewed until after Trump's term is over. Hopefully I won't have to worry about whether the x gender marker exists then.

I'm so goddamn stressed out rn

Watching pre-Golden Age films really shows how much the Hays Code fucked with lgbt representation for the medium.

There was a lot more queer representation—although still heavily stereotyped—that got pushed back because the US government claimed it could be used for “evil”. And thus the queer villain became a new trope.

Not even American film, European film had much more examples of positive representation that wasn’t as heavily stereotyped. That also changed at some point.

It’s for this reason that I consider the early silent era to be the true Golden Age of Film. You had representation that we still haven’t seen to this day in some cases like an East Asian man being a sex symbol. The Golden Age is only considered the Golden Age because it’s when the major studios benefitted the most. They had more control over the industry and its actors than they ever would.

Yea there were improvements made during the Golden Age as well but I feel the silent era had many as well while also experimenting more than the largely safe content Hollywood churned out during the golden age.

CW Suicide

I feel like I need new underwear. The set I currently have is so gray.

Probably should get a bra at some point too, but idk if they are big enough to warrant it and I don’t want to get fitted and what if bras feel weird.

My friend kind of disappeared on me. We started out by dating, and it was great for the most part. We did decide to just be friends after a while, but then we were actually friends and it was so nice. We lived near each other, and would get together at least like once a week for the last few months. It was usually pretty casual, like we'd get coffee or work out together or he'd come over for dinner. Sometimes we'd end up spending the whole weekend together tho. It was honestly so nice having a friend like across the street, it's been years since I've had that.

He has family living in a different state, and visited them over the holidays. The day he flew out, we got breakfast at some diner he likes and then I drove him to the airport. That was the last time I heard from him. I expected him to be busy with family and stuff, and I wasn't to surprised not to hear from him at first. I did ask him how the trip was going a couple of times. Anyway, know it's been a month and I haven't heard a thing. None of my friends who know him have heard anything either. He hasn't posted anything to social media in a while either. The trip was supposed to be over by now I thought.

I reached out to one of his friends, who I don't know as well. I think I fucked that up tho. Like I was way too direct in asking about him and I think I weirded her out. I should have been smarter, but I was just worried.

I mean he doesn't owe me anything, but it would be nice to have a little closure. Like I have no idea what happened. Did he not feel the same way about the just friends thing? Or did he just decide he didn't have time for me for other reasons? Or did he decide to stay with his family and not come back, which wouldn't surprise me that much honestly. Or is something wrong? I feel like I'm never gonna know and it sucks.

Make the Mega Gay Again

gonna go to the moon and steal the american flag and replace it with the transgender one

i love marge simpson. i could treat her right

EVERYTHING is going according to plan!

Moved out of the hotel I was living in, moved in with Balkan baddie girlfriend. On that hot girl lesbian best friends and roommates type lifestyle.

My mind seems to be calming down now. Thankfully. Seems that PMS may have exacerbated my negative feelings a small bit there, but I'm coming down from it thanks to everyone sharing their stories with me in the last thread. That said...

I also measured my breasts for the first time since surgery about 2 months ago. My bra size is apparently 38K, but I want to try on some bras to ensure that that is actually the case. That just seems overly large to me. Granted I was a small 38F prior to surgery, but still. 38K is like true territory and seems unrealistic.

Scammers on redbook continue to try to scam me by enticing me with shit from steam or google play, I merely keep talking about how they stopped making good sonic games after sonic and the black knight

Had a very productive day and decluttered and took recycling to the dump that they don't take on the street pickup, went to the gym, did my grocery shopping and took Rosie and Goggles to their first vet appointment and got their shots and microchips (they did really well! Goggles wanted to hold onto my shoulder and grumbled a little bit they were very good in the car and didn't scratch or anything)

If you happen to live in a deep blue state, exactly how much fear should you be feeling right now? My first impression is that not a whole lot will change for me except being unable to change legal sex on my passport