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[–] [email protected] 1 points 3 hours ago (1 children)

I devinetively didnt suppressed it. I did in fact thought quite a lot about it and also talked about it with people. The process of me processing that time also wasn't something that was a week or so, but it did in fact took quite some time.

[–] [email protected] 10 points 6 hours ago

Ihr werdet sie die Tage zu sehen bekommen

 

Wir haben so tolle Plakate wie "Unser Gras ist grüner als eures" (mit einem bekifften Gefühli), "Wählen ihr sie müsst" (mit einem Yoda) und "Qua(r)k macht stark" (mit einemuskelbepackten Frosch (unser Maskottchen ist ein Frosch)).

Die sind alle noch nicht in einem Zustand dass ich die irgendwo zeigen könnte ohne mich zu schämen, daher kann ich die euch nicht zeigen.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 6 hours ago (3 children)

Just to make this clear. I have completely dealt with all the shit I went through during that time and I have completely processed everything. I have accepted it as a part of my history and I Am completely fine with it. Theres nothing left to talk about in order to learn something about myself that I dont already know. I seriously dont see a single point where this is ever going to cause any problems in my future life.

[–] [email protected] 17 points 8 hours ago (7 children)

Covid probably saved my life.

I got bullied for about 5-6 years in school which ultimatively led to me just wanting to kill myself. Luckily for me the lockdown came so I got freed from the nightmare called school. My will to live devinetively improved, when not getting bullied the whole time you are sitting in class. However, when being in the lockdown I devinetively didnt process my feelings and thoughts about how I wanted to end myself. This led to me having almost a fill scale emotional breakdown mid class when school started, since we have been reading a play where someone killed himself and therefore learned stuff about the whole topic of suicide/mental health. Suddenly you realise, that all this shit kind of sounds very familiar for you which was quite overwhelming, but you can't let anyone see whats happening because that shit devinetively is going to get you bullied again. I never talked to a therapist about this and at this point it isn't needed, since I just went on and processed that time of my life for myself. I also kind of realised some time ago, that I also never told my family about this, but it isn't really relevant anymore and us just going to cause feelings of guilt in them for not acting.

[–] [email protected] 12 points 8 hours ago

Out of all the reasons/sotires I have heard about why people didnt kill themselves this is by far the most absurd.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 9 hours ago

And marching in band is even harder, since you are playing an instrument at the same time.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Ein anderer könnte erwidern, dass es trotz zweier atomar hochgerüsteter Weltmächte dennoch beim Kalten Krieg geblieben ist

Da muss man jedoch auch anmerken, dass das auch pures Glück war, dass es dabei geblieben ist. Es gab die Kuba Kreise und diesen einen Vorfall mit dem russischen Atom U-Boot, wo wir beide mal dank Einzelpersonen die den Befehl verweigert haben am Atomaren Krieg vorbeigeschrammt. Genau diese beiden Vorfälle sind für mich eigentlich Grund genug, wieso wir das am besten gleich lassen mit der großen Abschreckung, einfach weil immer aufgrund von Missverständnissen oder Fehlern ein Krieg ausbrechen kann.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago

Ok, das macht durchaus Sinn. Finde das reposten des Links mit direkter Sperrung und einem entsprechendem Kommentar eine ganz gute Sache.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Hätte man den Post nicht sperren können?

[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 day ago

Das wirklich gute Geld wird mit der Ausbeutung des Proletariats verdient.

[–] [email protected] 22 points 2 days ago

Yeah. 3.5% would be about 2.8m people. This number has been exceeded easily last year when the AfD scandal happened. Absolutely fucking nothing happened.

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Das Video: https://youtu.be/S3RCDAMVJTc

Schaut mal in die Kommentare auf die Kommentare. Absolut wiederlich. Alternativ könnt ihr auch nach neueste sortieren. Da sind auch die ganzen bots.

 

Ich könnte mir nichts besseres Vorstellen als am Wochenende irgendwie 200 Folien Tierbiologie zusammenzufassen

 

It seems like, that the longer I am aware of me being trans I keep unlocking new forms of Dysphoria. I never really had any problems with my deadname, but now it does hurt a little bit when hearing it from other people, because im not officially out to them. Today I also realised that apparently I know hate seeing hairs on my arms, which was never a problem before. Hearing my voice also gets progressively worse. What the fuck is this? Why cant I not feel shittier as time goes on. I am on my way to transition, my body could decide to not make my life shit in the process.

 

So, I'm pretty new to painting nails, and this is the second time I painted them ever.

I painted my nails 5 days ago and applied a top coat. I applied a second layer + top coat 4 days ago, since I managed to scratch the paint quite fast. The second layer only covered up the scratches. Today I realised, that the paint started to get this yellowish tone. Primarily around the areas where I applied a second layer.

Is there something I could have done to prevent this?

Edit: the different colors are all fromthe same brand (the top coat is from a different brand) and they all have this phenomenon).

 
 
 
 
 

As the title says, what are your usual ways to deal with acute phases of dysphoria. For me its currently either going to sleep, weed, or trying to do something different so I dont feel like a complete piece of shit and just feel shit a little bit instead.

 

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