Wmill

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[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 4 points 7 hours ago

Got paid catgirl-peace very little but at least I don't gotta worry about gas money now

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 7 points 10 hours ago (1 children)

Back at it at the plasma donations, was hoping after my training things would be different with job and shit catgirl-flop things aren't dire yet but still waiting on to see if my truck is gonna be alright and if the warranty is gonna cover the repair or not. Been applying to HVAC places where I can but no real call backs or anything yet, feeling down but not out yet at least hoping for some good news today truckwise

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 3 points 10 hours ago

I'll look into it when things get more stable on my end doggirl-gloom

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 7 points 22 hours ago (2 children)

This sounds absolutely lovely actually

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 6 points 1 day ago

There are worse problems to have and I'm over it soviet-playful

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 7 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Update everyone who's shown interest in me is a scammer from Nigeria buggy-disappointed guess relationships just aren't for me. Guess it's better than feds

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 10 points 1 day ago (1 children)

Gotta love the METS

 

Makes sneaking it in a lot easier, peanut butter good too comrade-doggo

 

It's real simple I'm gonna post PIGPOOPBALLS and then you tag 2 other users with PIGPOOPBALLS then each of them tag 2 other users with PIGPOOPBALLS and so on. The mods and admins won't be able to ignore PIGPOOPBALLS any longer think-about-it

 

Trump cut their funding and now they can no longer see me anymore catgirl-cry back to being lonely again

 

I'm making the list but decided to crowd source it while taking the credit so start listing it off hexbears posting

 

I saw the interconnected webs and the charts, my powerful psychic link with this site has given me insights I shouldn't know. I'll keep the kayfabe up but just know I know saul-stare

 

Maple syrup is gonna be expensive with these tariffs anyway time to stick to jams and jelly for our pancakes/waffles

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submitted 3 years ago* (last edited 3 years ago) by Wmill@hexbear.net to c/anime@hexbear.net
 

:stonks-down: this completely went over my head as a kid :wut: .

 

Uh I'm not a buddhist but thought this vid was cool. Also spoilers ahead

 

Figured I'd talk rn while I feel like the ground pulled apart under me in a way positive and odd. So recently, like 5 minutes ago, found out my sister bought a car to drive herself to work and I'm happy for her but feeling weird.

No secret that I'm neet and live at home. I guess to put it simply I've tied my self-esteem in what I could do for others. One where the transactional nature of capitalism is based on. I get love only so long as I'm useful to those around me and no love otherwise. This of course a ridiculous standard I would never hold to other people but one I can't shake off myself so easily.

Was the driving tough yeah but I was getting used to it. Same with the need of postponing drink or other activities so as to be useful in driving my sister where she was needed.

Now though, I feel as though I lost something and I feel a sense of sadness and dread. Brain is meh but I feel it in my stomach.

I know there is still more to do around the house but the question comes do I do it because it needs to be done or to preserve the other esteem that this patriarchal system as instilled in me. I've heard the term other esteem once to mean a self esteem rooted in other people or external and thought it would fit here.

Normally I'd try not to think about but I know if left unaired this will fester. I also have the duty of being some kind of role model here now that I'm a mod. To this end I shall be more open with my emotions and encourage other masc comrades to do the same here.

I would like to here what my masc comrades thoughts on being needed and doing stuff. Tell me your thoughts, feelings, and anything you always wanted to say but were too afraid to. I'm new at this but will try my best to respond with empathy and understanding because we all need it :hug

 

So I read this on the recommendation of two comrades here and I loved it. Hard read at times since crying and having to confront a lot about myself and my up bringing to realize I got a lot of work I need to do to be full emotion feeling. I'd encourage everyone to read it or at least stop by here to ask any questions y'all might have on it. I'll do my best to answer anything but would like to get everyone's thoughts on it.

 

So I thought we could complie a list of super cheap foods we all make. Times be tough but maybe we could all post some things that requires few ingredients. I'll put some in the comments to get started.

 

So a while back got recommended Pedagogy of the oppressed but between this, two other books, and a podcast haven't finished anything. Family matters also don't help. Memes are fun though but I admit not a substitute. This not my meme by the way but just recognize it.

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