KittyBobo

Last night I got very high and had the thought that if I could afford hormones and surgery I wouldn't be depressed enough to need them and now that I've sobered up I'm not sure how to feel about that.

I had an idea to become a video game streamer and promise a stream where I dress like a clown, like Jerma. Except I have to explain that I didn't have white face paint so I just used shoe polish, and when I tried to dye my afro wig rainbow colors I put in all the dye at once and it turned it black by accident.

That's it, I'm creating my own website, Nexbear. It's Hexbear but without all the tankies that refuse to laugh at my jokes.

I heard China dropped their peaceful reunification reference and when Tawain bent down to pick it up China gave them a wedgie and everyone at school laughed about it. 😕

I just wanted to try it out to see how I feel. I don't want breasts, some minor feminisation would be okay because I'm already a bit androgynous. I have been thinking about just being null/eunuch or whatever but I wanted to know what that would feel like and if that's what I truly want. As for the bone density or other health issues, let me ask you this: If all HRT gave you cancer or shortened your life by 10 years would it be worth it to transition or would you just stick with the dysphoria?

Imagine being that guys wife and every night you have to hear "I DMd Elon again, dear. If he finally responds are you sure you're down with it?" And like, no, of course she doesn't want to have sex with Elon Musk while her husband takes care of their toddler in the other room but, like, of course Musk's not going to respond to Twitter DMs about that so she just says yes knowing she'll never have to do it but just having to put up with her husband asking about it on a nightly basis is really getting to her so she, like, tries to sabotage the family Cybertruck and just take everyone out and blame Elon for it, like, killing her husband and bankrupting his idol in one swoop.

I was thinking I want to just try antiandrogens with no other hormones, but DIY would be the only way I could do it.

Only getting in to politics because I have a fetish for being yelled at online.

Two dimensions I can just about wrap my head around but three is too much.

Sure, I'll log off, but my alternate ego plans to stay on indefinitely.

I like stuff that sucks.

In the future music will be originally composed by humans and only the song lyrics will be AI generated because no one listens to those anyway, it's more about the vibe.