HexaSnoot
Adult. A shitty roommate moved out.
~~TW: SI attempt(no method mentioned), SA~~ I tried to attempt SI. Someone made ex roommate hide my method of choice in her room to keep it away from me. Less than an hour later, she came out and the first thing she said was "You're almost X-years old, and you're acting like THIS?"
She also heard me repeatedly sob about having been SA'd.
She later told us that she can hear everything we say when her door is closed. (After she moved out we found out even if you yell at the top of your lungs, you can't hear the words from ex roomates old room unless you press your ear to the door.) She later said to my boyfriend in front of me "Mike Tyson is a removed and I like him." Adding since he admitted to rping she was fine with the fact he's aremoved*." She was always giving edgy offensive takes.
That was in response to us loudly talking for a month about how disgusting it is that she's a big fan of a Nazi even while her romantic partner Jewish. After coming out to say she chose to stop listening to the Nazi(without any apologizing) she switched right to her love for Mike Tyson.
Months later a pigeon landed close to our windows and coo'd. When we later told her about it, her first response was gloating about Mike Tyson and how much she loves him for keeping pigeons.
I get what you mean. For me it's a fairly private soul searching and an aid in my spirituality. Understanding more about what an all loving world needs to exist. It helps me think about how people should be treated more kindly in certain ways. I'd always felt people are completely worthy in general, and now I think I'm also worthy in ways I hadn't known. I'm more perceptive to self worth.