EstraDoll

still, somehow, miraculously, i have not picked up the bottle this week. idk how much further i can go with this

still losing weight, i think. hovering at about 194-195 right now, still want to drop another 5 before cycling back up

just trying to get some of my precious few spoons back

too many kids today talking about the Ballad of Ho Chi Minh and not enough kids talking about the Ballot of H. R. C.

An impending sense of dread, like you're going to die for some reason, is just textbook anxiety.

yeah that one seems to bit it

not sure if the diagnosis is just "living in the 21st century" or the fact that I've been sober for nearly 2 goddamn months now. probably both, they're both fucking devouring me right now

been stuck with this omnipresent anxiety over the last several months that something unimaginably bad is going to happen very soon now and I don't know what but I can't shake it

something bad and something global. idk what. national being trans ban? massive disease outbreak that makes covid look like the sniffles? super deadly heat wave? idk what but something very bad is going to happen very soon that will ruin or end my life and idk what anymore

damn i hope whoever is responsible for that gets shot

hey bro. i'm gonna need some brotatoes to make some brotatoes o'broien for bronch later this Satbroday, bro. can you get me some brotatoes and some uhhhh... broatmeal, bro?

day 64

less than two weeks behind you, sis, and it sounds like you got more on your plate than I do

would have just taken the damned shattered shackle if i knew i'd be getting boons like these

isn't wearing a hat at all

oh wtf i had no idea r/gamingcirclejerk was based

oh damn, it's been too long since I made onigiri

I got some kimchi in the fridge I could stuff it with too...