Thank god I never had a hankering for those substances (was always more of an amphetamine/white powder/uppers guy in my 20s and 30s which eventually fizzled out - now I just drink and that has subsided substantially into maybe 1-3 drinks Friday nights).
Well anyhow. Love ya, pal. Hope you feel better. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always hit me up in the DMs.
This is creating a high pressure system... in my pants!