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Greetings, salutations even! I know this is a tough time of year for many of us, and all I ask is that you all make this the best week you possibly can. If the holidays are a struggle, take time to care for yourself if you can. Hang out with friends, do the things you love, find that sweet gender euphoria, follow what makes you truly happy. Oh, and continue to be yourselves :). Alright everybody, get ready for the largest mega I’ve ever written (I think).

Welcome to the TMGC mega! I have been hyping this up, probably for months now, and it’s my time to deliver on what might be the one of the best Fire Emblem experiences of all time. Buckle up, because this is going to be a long one. Most of the post will have light to no spoilers, but some parts may have a moderate amount of spoilers. With that out of the way, let’s find out what this game has to offer.

What is Fire Emblem? (no spoilers)Fire Emblem is a strategy role-playing game series where you move your units to fight enemy units on a grid. The simplest way to think about it is like chess, where you have a large team of units fighting another large team of units, while your units are more like characters in that they have personalities. In most entries, these units are also able to have conversations with each other, providing more detail to the characters or the story, while also making the supported characters stronger. The games take place in a medical fantasy setting, with swords, axes, lances, different magics, and staves, with creatures like horses, pegasi, and wyverns.

What is Fire Emblem: The Morrow’s Golden Country (TMGC)? (no spoilers)TMGC is a romhack of Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones. It has it’s own story, characters, maps, mechanics, and for all intents and purposes, it’s a whole game built in the engine of Sacred Stones.

Story Outline and Characters (light spoilers)TMGC features Blair as the protagonist. As a young lesbian lord from the Aercolyn territory within the Dalstinian Alliance, the game follows her around the continent and throughout the many nations. At first, the game features a pretty standard Fire Emblem plot, where one of the nations declares war on a couple of the others, which kicks the story into action. However, it evolves greatly beyond that point, with political drama, suspense, mystery, conspiracy, and so much more that make the story stand out. Of course, I also find the story to be very well written, especially when compared to many other Fire Emblem games. Along for the ride with Blair is Arin, her closest friend and self-taught tactician/advisor. They will also meet and recruit many of their friends and allies, both ones that existed before and during when the story takes place.

spoiler A little more on the story (moderate spoilers)

What exactly makes the story of TMGC compelling? Well, it’s the depth. The story involved Blair doing a lot to earn the approval of others, which often has her doing some very ethically questionable things. The plight of the commoner is shown in this game, with entire places on the continent being uninhabitable, yet having poverty-stricken inhabitants. Banditry runs rampant, and yet nobody has attempted to reach out to the struggling masses. The society is still feudal, most of the nations are either ruled by kings or lords. The class divide, that between noble and commoner, is very noticeable, and while it is not explicitly addressed like in some other entries, TMGC makes heavy use of “show don’t tell” with these kind of things. The many aspects of war are also shown, among those who do fight for their country. Mevion, the one country that managed to overthrow it’s king in a revolution, has a lot of revolutionaries who now live mundane lives due to being alienated by a revolutionary movement that was corrupted by opportunists are we still playing Fire Emblem? These people, along with the soldiers/knights of other nations, serve their countries or the people of them, and face the reality that what they fight for is not what they first thought. There are multiple characters that serve their lords and their country, but there are just as many deserters, those dissatisfied with how their lives ended up. There’s also political manipulation. Something happens that should lead to certain people taking power, but through political manipulation puppets are put in place. Countries are occupied by invading forces, and the results of that are felt. The frustrations of working within a political system is felt, as characters try again and again only to realize that it’s never going to work. That the only option when a political entity is inherently corrupt is to fight it.

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Characters and Queer Representation (light spoilers, moderate character spoilers)First of all, the characters in this game are all pretty great, there’s a lot of them, and their supports are written well. The game also lists pronouns for all of the characters in-game as well. Nice touch.

Apollo is a trans man. It’s not revealed that he is at first sight. He’s a man, lives as such, and doing none of his supports leave it at that. However, as his supports are triggered, he gets into more and more of his past. A support chain with the Archbishop reveals that he was rejected, and may have been kicked out by, his parents. A support chain with another trans enby character has them recognizing their similarities, even if they transitioned to different genders. It was good to see a trans character in the game, and while I have not seen all of the supports, I would hope that some of the others manage to go into this as well. To get the lore on this, as far as I know, make sure to do the support chain with Apollo and Vladimir.

There’s also many non-binary characters, including a protagonist character (Viridian) that gets their own arc of the story! Not to mention that sooooooo many of the characters are gay, bi, or pan it’s amazing. I could go over all of them, but I don’t actually know all of them! So, I need to go over a special example. TMGC’s poly characters. Heavy character spoilers, of course.

There’s also everyone’s favorite genderfluid (maybe) enby (maybe) possibly agender (maybe) assassin with a heart Olson. She goes by she/they/he pronouns. I have not seen much to this character, I’ve just gotten them, but his introduction already has her requesting a great title, and they’re a really good unit in combat (100% crit rates and a skill that insta-kills on crit). All hair the Ser Duke-Duchess o7

If Blair gets a B+ support, and crucially does not A support, five of the other women, they all get married at the end and start a polycule. I do not know exactly how the ending goes, I messed up the support chains, but I do know who the people are. Arin, Natasia, Avan, Yuyu, and Estelle. For the poly ending, Blair can only support these five people, which will make more sense once I go over game mechanics. This might be the most queer fire emblem of all time.

Mechanics (no spoilers)On the topic of supports, each character can only have up to five supports. I’m guessing this is due to hardware limitations, and this is fine for many characters. However, for characters like Blair or Arin, supports have to be done more carefully, considering whether or not you like a character enough to go through a support chain, or even going through another playthrough to see all of the supports. These supports increase stats between the characters, just like in normal FE, but they can also allow for other things, such as class promotions or new weapon proficiency. These can be game changing, with some characters gaining classes that make them the best characters in the game, to once mediocre characters gaining a weapon proficiency that makes them stand out. This not only makes supports more rewarding, but allows for more replayability, with more builds available to the player. TMGC also takes features from other Fire Emblem games in an attempt to create a definitive experience. While the GBA games are great aesthetically and aged really well, they were lacking in some aspects that later games would innovate on. For example, Path of Radiance and Radiant Dawn make use of a Base Area that the player can use to go over supports and buy items and such. TMGC adds this, also changing supports to be story-based rather than combat-based a lot of the time. This means that characters don’t have to be fielded to go through their supports (most of the time). Considering how many characters are in this game, it’s a really helpful inclusion. TMGC also adds the save points that were in the DS games. This means a mistake doesn’t necessarily equal a reset, and it’s great for quality of life, especially considering how big some of these maps can get. Of course, it’s a double-edged sword. Not saving can leave you losing a lot of progress, and saving in a bad spot means you either have to either reset the whole level, or continue on without certain characters. Yes, this game has permadeath and only permadeath, there is no casual mode. However, there are also SOOOOOO many characters. Losing a few characters won’t be the end of the world gameplay-wise (I’m still a perfectionist for supports and story, although R.I.P. Butch, there goes My Hero), and you won’t likely find yourself unable to complete the game. TMGC adds personal skills as well, something that was featured in certain entries of the series, removed for the GBA games, and the added again for the following entries. These really make each individual character stand out. For example, you can have a normal mercenary, or you can have a mercenary with a hit chance skill, who can level up high stats except for skill. The game likes to do this a lot, and it allows for certain units to be strong while posing some sort of challenge. There are of course alternatives to these units, I don’t have to use Gaylord if I don’t want to (yes there’s a character named Gaylord, yes he’s really good, and yes, he’s straight). Something really interesting about certain skills is that they become combat arts. For a certain amount of weapon durability, skills like Luna (ignore defense/resistance) and Sol (heal HP in damage dealt) can be triggered manually on the player’s turn, rather than having a chance of activating during an attack. This can allow for many interesting strategies. There’s one boss that has really high resistance, defense, and legendary tome when most of the characters aren’t even promoted. However, Kenneth (a dark mage) has the Luna skill, which I can manually activate to come up with a plan to kill the unkillable. As a reward, I received a gem I could sell for 30,000 gold (that’s a lot). This also ends a defend map early, meaning it could be easier to keep certain weaker units safe. Back to the Tellius games (Path of Radiance & Radiant Dawn), TMGC adds movement skills! Characters can shove, smite, reposition, swap, etc. with other characters. This allows for great strategies, and I’ve found myself utilizing shove in order to push a certain unit into position a lot. It’s quite fun, and going back to the vanilla games is always a shock when I find that I cannot, in fact, push my units around for extra movement.

There’s also a lot of new classes, spells, weapons, animations and so much more!

I’m realizing that I’m treading a lot of the same ground as I did in my last post, and I’m trying to think about what else to write. The thing is, I don’t know what else to say. I don’t want to spoil the game for you wonderful people! So, you’re going to have to play this for yourself, especially those of you familiar with Fire Emblem.

For those of you unfamiliar with Fire Emblem, this might be difficult to pick up. If you’re willing to figure things out, or DM me for help (seriously, I’m willing to, don’t be shy :)), go right ahead! It’s a great game. However, there are definitely better games to help you get into Fire Emblem as a series. I would recommend Fire Emblem: Three Houses for the Nintendo Switch, or Fire Emblem Echoes: Shadows of Valentia for the 3DS. These games both go over basic Fire Emblem mechanics, while having some of the things TMGC takes inspiration from. Both games make use of combat arts, for example. They are also both really good games, and I would consider Shadows of Valentia to be one of my favorite Fire Emblem games, especially in it’s presentation. And yes, if I do a Fire Emblem mega next time, it’s going to be a Shadows of Valentia mega. Those who saw the last time I hosted the megathread are sure to recognize the characters :)

If you want to play Fire Emblem: The Morrow’s Golden Country, you’ll need a GameBoy Advance emulator (I use MGBA) as well as a copy of Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones (shouldn't be hard to find). From there, download the patch (sorry for google link, the patch is regularly updated) and apply it to the Sacred Stones rom using RomPatcher. From there, you have a functioning TMGC rom and are ready to play.

I think that’s going to be all from me today. Again, I hope the holidays go well for all of you. I know this is a tough time of year, and I wish you all the best of luck. I also encourage you to keep up the posting in both the mega and tracha. I’ll likely spend some time in tracha myself, and who knows, maybe we can even talk about Fire Emblem. Don’t suffer in silence, feel free to vent frustrations. Love you all, let’s have a great week!


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[–] [email protected] 17 points 6 months ago (9 children)

So I enjoyed yesterday and today, getting to spend time with family, chilling, etc. General winposting, better than I expected.So I said seeing my family went better than I thought. They literally came up to me, hugged me, said they were glad to see me, and that I looked beautiful. Only one family member slipped up once, quickly correcting themselves. The only family I've seen is my mom's close family, and they're all pretty good people. Kept it small, still got overwhelmed (sensory overload), but I still had a great time. It was great to catch up with everyone, and have them treating me no differently than they would have before. I was not only being treated like a human being, but I was treated like a woman, and I did not get the whole 20 questions stuff that I usually get, which didn't throw me into sensory overload as soon as they showed up. Nice, 9.9/10. Also, somewhere on tracha I shared one of the gifts I got. It's literally a giant fluffy hoody with axolotls on it that somewhat resemble the trans colors. That second part was accidental, but I love it so much. Also, they play Fire Emblem**? I got to talk Fire Emblem? Yet another W for them.

I got really lucky with my parents in so much of this, and I'm really thankful for them. They had already been cutting off the crappier members of the extended family, and when I started transitioning they cut off anybody who complained or was against it. Wasn't much more to do at that point, that side of the family is either good, okay, or really shitty, but it makes it so I don't have to deal with any bullshit, and I really appreciate that from them, because we shouldn't have to deal with shitty people, and I'm glad they see that.

Today, I essentially ate a breakfast with my close family, and that was that. Got chinese food for dinner, and played games with my sibilings. My mom even got me some interesting things, like a necklace with the chemical structure of estradiol (she and my sister like chemistry). I also ate a ton of chocolate, because they got that for me too.

This is probably the best holiday experience I've had in how low-key it was and how nice it was. Keeping it small was the best change we ever made to the holidays, because it's so much easier for everyone this way.

**Yea, every single family member who was there is autistic, it's quite the interesting experience. Side tangent, but I grew up thinking so many things were more typical only to realize my sample was a box of "oops, only autistics".

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[–] [email protected] 17 points 6 months ago

Will pride month next year make trans mega Big™ again?

[–] [email protected] 17 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) (4 children)

When I transitioned years ago, I hoped that HRT would also help with better anger management control because it's something I've battled with since I was a kid. While things have improved dramatically, and I don't have a tendency to display outward aggression anymore in real life, I'm still dealing with feelings of intense inner rage when I see people spout reactionary garbage like transphobia. The thing that seems to help at the moment (aside from letting me smash popuko-hammer the skull of every single transphobe) is vaping some cannabis to calm me down. Reactionaries are in serious trouble if I ever run out of ralsei-doobie

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago (3 children)
[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago

More and more people are saying this.

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) (3 children)

Brianna Wu, Blair White, and Caitlyn Jenner fighting to win the title of "Worst trans person alive"

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) (2 children)

NSFWNew place I'm in has a real bougie jewellery display drawer in the wardrobe with glass on top that slides out with 15 divided cubes of various sizes.

I'm using it to place my nicest looking collars, sex toys, cock rings, butt plugs with jems, etc

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago (2 children)

lewd, endocrinology questionhey uh, is it normal to get like, abruptly stupidly horny out of nowhere after exercising and having like a runner's high endorphin rush mixed with "holy shit why am I in heat all of a sudden"

like I never usually get worked up outta nowhere anymore so now I'm worried my levels might be fucked up or something

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) (4 children)

dysphoriaI want to be young, and it feels like it's too late to become that way. If I were to transition, I'd be doing so in my 30s. When do I get to be young and wild and free? It wasn't when I thought I was a boy, and it's not now that I'm just confused.

What would it be like to be at parties? What would it be like to show up in pictures with my friends? What would it be like to be thought of? Because that boy that I've been pretending to be, is in zero spontaneous photos with his friends. Never goes out. And nobody thinks about him.

Like, I want to be comfortable, but I also want to be witnessed, to have who I am and want to be affirmed by other people. Otherwise why am I working on myself lol just to feel good in a room alone until I die??

What would it be like to be a girl who hangs out with girls? What would it be like to have a bad day and be comforted? What would it be like to need to comfort someone who has a bad day? What would it be like to just decide to meet up with "the girls"? Ugh.

spoiler am I doomed because I didn't transition sooner I hate the idea that I'm "later" to this stuff because I was depressed about other stuff when I was a kid. Those kinds of little observations make me really self conscious.

I already feel like a stupid repressed former-Catholic boy with zero social skills anyway so like, telling me I'm even more behind and that it's my journey "to figure out, or like whatever, dude" is a cold fucking comfort. But when nobody replies, it's like, oh, I'm the only person on earth who has ever felt this way. Neat. :::

[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago

spoilerI swear to god every single person in the lgbtq doesn't really start their 20s until their 30s. It's a whole thing, we're all like this. Don't sweat it.

No one ever feels like they transitioned soon enough except really crazy outliers like Kim Petras - but she had a very accepting family with enough cash to help her get through her childhood. Her and I are basically the same age, she was born I think literally a couple weeks before me. Of course I feel envy when I think of where she is, who she looks like, when that could literally have been me - if I hadn't had a poor family, with shit attutudes about gender some who didn't believe trans was a possibility. I transitioned exactly as soon as I could have, no sooner.

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago (3 children)

i'm trying to worldbuild out one of my stories rn and it's so hard... i admire people who do this for fun. i feel like i'm just literally copy-pasting the real world.

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago

They took my balls in Atlanta and I DONT want them back

[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago

CW: Holiday bullshitI regret coming back home for the holidays. My mom is super happy I'm back for the first time since coming out, so she went REALLY hard on Christmas this year and I feel bad about it. Like holy shit she just paid my rent yesterday, which really was the best Christmas gift. Especially considering I was out of work for a week because of my hand. But I also have to wear pants in font of my step-dad, there are so many people there that will just completely ignore me now because I'm trans, it's so awkward now. And they wouldn't shut the fuck up about alcohol all night, it was really hard. And I have 3 more family events this week, on top of just working with a broken hand on every other day. God I don't want to do this

[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago

my dad was given a £70 bottle of whisky by someone, but he doesn't drink so now i have it

looking forward to trying it

[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago

did you know? my current levels of anxiety are high enough to power all of Cook County IL for an hour and eighteen minutes???

[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago (6 children)

::: spoiler spoiler I socialized with close friends yesterday, so today I get to freak out and try to stop my brain from thinking they all hate me and want me gone. I hate my brain, why does it try to hurt me so much when people express that they enjoy my company? Why does it not want me to be happy? I should be happy and joyful and instead i feel alone and like all the people I know are out for blood, my blood.

To be clear, they have done literally nothing to indicate this, its all in my head. Well, my heart. Is there a word for delusions of the heart? Cause thats what ive got. I dont get paranoid delusions about cognitive things, i just get super fucking deluded and paranoid about emotional things. I hate this.

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[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago) (1 children)

6 weeks on E/Spiro, and no booba yet. cri

On the other hand, mental health is so much better, so I can wait for booba. I figure that I will probably get my dose upped at the next appointment.

Obligatory "vacation" at the folks place has been a wash. Wasn't planning to come out over the holidays anyways. However, I got sick almost immediately so that has put a major damper on things. Because of the sickness and relative cabin fever (it is very cold outside), things are the normal sort of rocky with everyone. Nothing severe, but just people getting on each other's nerves frequently.

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[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago

This would usually be a c/disability post but Idk, cw chronic pain mention of vomitMy better half and I went out on a cartrip with my dad to get my brother from the airport a few towns over, he sucks way worse at driving than he did ten years ago tbh.

Aside from the wash of small towns built around churches conjuring some kind of old existential dread, I could not last the full five hours in the car and right at the end I fuckin puked. Probably my first genuine car sickness in my life, which figures between bad driving, the car being musty (he has a dog and never washes it) and my fuckin body deteriorating.

Thing is I guess it hurts A LOT because various parts of my ribcage haven't stopped screaming at me since. It hurts to even use my arms for most stuff, lmao. Guess I'll keep going but Idk.

[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago (1 children)

My hair is getting so long now ~~like down my neck but longer then I can ever remember it being~~, I can kind of see it starting to come together. It's something ✨

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[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago* (last edited 6 months ago)

Got some uncles and shit in my extended family who've fallen deep down the internet transphobia rabbit hole. Word spreads quick in the family so when I'm out more publicly, I'm not gonna be able to hide my transness from them forever. An alternative tactic has presented itself - form a vanguard. I've been probing along their sides of the family for sympathetic people who'll have my back if shit ever goes down about it and centrists I can try to push into taking my side.

Slow going so far, but the advantage of this season is a lot of family is all in the same town so I have an ample pool of potential allies.

Go to tactic so far is making shitty jokes at christmas gatherings to gauge how safe different members of the family are safe to come out to. When my grandmother complained about not seeing any of granddaughters, I joked "Next year, I'll pop some oestrogen and come in a dress." sweep the faces of the gathered family look for which ones reacted with disgust, which found it funny, etc.

[–] [email protected] 15 points 6 months ago

Took a really good pic of Rosie being a sweetheart and helping me do laundry earlier today (she's super smart and very curious about appliances and household chores, she's tried pawing at the vacuum before after noticing it made her favorite spot on the living room floor clean and tried tapping at the space heater like she was trying to figure out how to turn it on on her own)

[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago (2 children)

made it back home safely after visiting my parents with my wife. think she likes my dogs more than she likes me

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago

young people don't even crucify the christmas gnome any more. it's sad the way these traditions fall out of favour

[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago (1 children)

last night i was out with a bunch of friends and i talked to a friend of a friend for ages and she was really nice and i got along really well with her and i want to ask her on a date but the idea of doing that makes me so nervous because what if she says no and then i see her again and its awkward aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago (2 children)

Chat, what does it mean if you dreamt a former friend kissed you on the cheek and was into you or something??????? catgirl-huh I havent seem him in years.

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago (2 children)
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[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago (1 children)

i find myself jealous whenever I see two people out, it's like, how did you find someone that will be seen in public with you. fucking magic lmao

[–] [email protected] 16 points 6 months ago (3 children)

Every once in a while when I go out with coworkers or family, you'll see two very young couples presumably on a first date. The young lady is usually dressed to the nines, makeup is good, hair done. And the dude is usually schlubby, pj pants and wearing a baseball cap in an indoors fancy-ish restaurant lol. Part of it is just the area but god bless these young women for having to put up with dating young men

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago (1 children)

I need to get new compression shorts, these ones are already wearing though and I'm chaffing again agony-4horsemen

The downsides of being dummy thicc.

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 6 months ago (1 children)

dracula-flow

spoilerClicker trained my dog girl

Now she gets sprung whenever I load the gat

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