I discovered the origin of the problem
Not on my own but through a couple that treats different addictions
They were incapie that the origin of the problem was a heteropatriarchal conditioning
At first I thought it was nonsense but I let it go since I had tried everything with no results
I went to church, self-help, cold showers...
It was a long road but this is the first thing that really works
It's not a day counter, it's that I am free
Men of the left remain just that. Men