nathanfieldertulpa

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[–] [email protected] 7 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago) (2 children)

i didnt really start hating it until i started going by my chosen name. which checks out compared to how ive felt about a ton of other gender things. like i didnt rly realize how much i hated my body hair until it was gone, or my voice until i realized that id subconsciously changed it to be more feminine. basically i just masked so hard that i forgot i was masking. i also have cptsd so that probably contributed to it

[–] [email protected] 53 points 11 months ago

do yall think that biden will get trump confused with reagan when he makes a comment about this

[–] [email protected] 7 points 11 months ago

yeah, i had dreams about people seeing my painted toenails too

[–] [email protected] 3 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago)

that reminds me of this post

[–] [email protected] 10 points 11 months ago* (last edited 11 months ago)

i cracked a friend's egg recently (they've been listening to chappell roan a lot and i told them that they could be a lesbian if they wanted to be one) and it left me buzzing so i feel this lol

[–] [email protected] 1 points 11 months ago

what magi said tbh. a lot of us just chase the gender envy/euphoria

[–] [email protected] 16 points 11 months ago (3 children)

Also I never had any dysphoric thoughts before 26-27y of age.

my egg didnt crack until i was 25 and if you asked pre-transition me if i experienced dysphoria i wouldve told you no. turns out that i was just so dissociated/used to it/repressed that i couldnt recognize it. and as ashinadash said, you don’t need it to be trans.

[–] [email protected] 7 points 11 months ago

haha you're quite the night owl

[–] [email protected] 10 points 11 months ago (1 children)

dont be afraid to skip it. i had to bail on a friend's wedding because i was just not ready for that level of exposure

[–] [email protected] 10 points 11 months ago (1 children)

i switched to injections and restarted prog and i feel so much better now??? like a lot of my dysphoria just fuckin disappeared a few hours after my first shot. maybe it's just a placebo effect but i should be able to see where my levels were at w the pills on monday. ive had a feeling abt them being low but im not sure if it was all in my head

[–] [email protected] 10 points 1 year ago

does anyone know how long it usually takes for walgreens to restock estradiol valerate? i switched to injections and i still have two weeks left of my pills but i guess id like to know if i need to start calling other pharmacies

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