hildegarde

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[–] [email protected] 2 points 3 hours ago

#F5A9B8 @ (16, 22)

[–] [email protected] 1 points 19 hours ago

I assume everyone secretly hates me. Not sure why, but I just do. Gaining the power to actually check with mind reading would probably send me into a depressive spiral compulsively checking everyone's thoughts. Not that one for me, don't think I can handle it.

I like shape shifting. I'm already a shape shifter, but like the mundane real world type that requires regular blood tests and takes years. Having the supernatural version would be much more convient.

How long is this reply chain going to go on for? I'm not going to be the one to break it at this point :3

If you could watch any historical event as a passive observer, what would it be?

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 day ago

#F5A9B8 @ (15, 21)

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 day ago

#F5A9B8 @ (13, 19)

This image looks the same, the above is my pixel from last time.

#F5A9B8 @ (14, 20)

for the new pixel

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Not sure I'd use invisibility much. I'd go invisible enough to stay in practice, be able to disappear to escape danger, or awkward conversations. Most of the utility of invisibility seems to be for nefarious purposes, which I wouldn't do even with the means.

There's a time I would have said I'd be invisible all the time, because I wanted to not be seen at all. Turns out that was dysphoria all along.

You ask such interesting questions. I'd like to know your answer to invisibility. Is there another power that you'd rank higher?

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 day ago (2 children)

I'm presenting as fem as I can and I've been on HRT 7 months, and my own thoughts still misgender me. Not always, but sometimes.

It doesn't actually feel different being a woman, or being on estrogen. I find most people mistake the feeling of being alive with being a specific type of person. I've heard retired family members say they still feel like they're in their 20s, and I feel similarly from transitioning. Being alive feels the same regardless, you will still be yourself no matter what happens.

Even now I still get a bit startled when I see myself in a mirror and instead of saying, "that's me," my brain thinks, "that's a woman."

Your self image may change, but it takes more time than I've spent trying.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 day ago (4 children)

Become a transbian tradwife tiktok influencer.

What would you do if you had unlimited free time?

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 day ago (6 children)

lmao I'm both already!

These single task fairies need more specificity. What specific cleaning task would it do?

[–] [email protected] 11 points 1 day ago (5 children)

Pay attention to the words that are bolded and highlighted.

[–] [email protected] 1 points 1 day ago

is a nefarious scheme to get you to marry a man. You have to get one of those 30% higher "male" salaries in your household to pay those 30% higher "female" prices.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 day ago (8 children)

Good choice!

I'd just put the $1000 in my savings. The thing I'd want most is a bigger emergency fund. It's not yet recovered from the last emergency and I'm concerned.

If I had to spend it, I'd spend it on laser hair removal. But the limiting factor is not money, but fear. The next step is making a phone call. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

If you could get a magical single purpose personal assistant fairy to take over one mundane task for you for life, what would they do?

[–] [email protected] 1 points 2 days ago (10 children)

Discretely reach into my pocket to hold my pepper spray in case its needed. I'm both married, and a lesbian. If he asked me out despite the fact I'm clearly neither interested nor available, I'm concerned he won't take rejection calmly.

Would you ask out Henry Cavill? He seems to look pretty nice if you're into that sort of thing. Is there another celebrity you'd pick instead if you found yourself on a celebrity love triangle dating show?

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I have been on HRT for a little over two months. I am taking sprio and sublingual estradiol.

These treatments have pretty much cured my depression, but otherwise I feel pretty much the same. I kind of expected estrogen to feel actively different most of the time, but so far that doesn't seem to be the case.

However, today I felt my nerves for the first time on HRT, and it felt very different. I get stage fright on occasion. This time wasn't worse or anything, but it felt so very different. Like the nerves were in my body instead of my head.

Has anyone else had similar experiences with performance anxiety before and after HRT? I'd also love to know if are other experiences that feel distinctly different that I can look forward to.

Thx in advance. Love you all <3

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