Figuring stuff out
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So this is me, I do not want to ever lose my hair, I've had it long for a long time and I enjoy how feminine it makes me feel me even if I otherwise look and feel anything but. I just wanna be pretty but I'm so scared but also kinda numb? Even though I think most of the people in my life would be accepting. I don't really have anyone to talk to about it so advice or nice emojis are welcome
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what am I going to do 
I can relate to all these things, you'll find your happiness 
saw them in the mirror just now, i t's a nice feeling, I hope everyone else is feeling great <3
I just don't want to lie to myself anymore but I have no idea what the truth is. It's so frightening to think about talking to anyone but my online friends about it even though I'm surrounded by positive people. I think I need to look into therapy and figure things out. (Apologies to Sonic if I turn out to be cishet. 
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Can I ask what sort of androgynous clothes? I'd like to get some but I have no idea where to begin
Sometimes when I'm listening to a Rush mix, "Heresy" comes on and I actually