goatmeal

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[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 26 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

Bingo! There's been police homicide and torture cases after 2020 and I don't totally buy the Ray Epps narrative from the press. I sometimes wonder if the capitol riot was a way to try to keep the largescale 2020 protests from happening as the cops still commit murder. Make no mistake, the unrest following Floyd was bigger than the unrest following MLK. It went global.

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[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 51 points 2 years ago

I think it's much funnier when I've been involved in IRL current events and/or philosophy groups.

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 0 points 2 years ago (4 children)

That's wild. I'd be very weirded out about that.

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 1 points 2 years ago

She's the only one of a few of my favorite artists I haven't seen live (in order of favorite to less favorite)

Lupe Fiasco Vince Staples Dessa POS Sylvan Esso Phantogram K Flay

Grimes would be #3 on this list Btw do we have music communties on here?

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 2 points 2 years ago

Well yeah thanks for that...I went down a weird rabbit hole for too long. She made a space nazi joke on Holocaust Rememberance Day and liked some serious bullshit on Twitter. Surprised me as I remember she did Communist Manifesto photoshoot around the time she was dating Chelsea Manning. Her 2020 album had an environmentalist name, right before a global pandemic which seemed a bit prescient.

I've always known that We Appreciate Power is a song about femme fascism furturism but well incoherent is the right word for her politically. She's always been a troll. As of right now she's trying to get a subreddit taken down she accuses of just being a defamatory sub playing gotcha games with Twitter. It's a headscratcher. She's 100% troll so "play stupid games..." etc.

Apparently Elon and Grimes aren't together so maybe she was being badly influenced.

I'll never forget hearing College Dropout and Late Registration and being a huge Kanye fan til about 5yrs ago. So this shit happening again would piss me off.

I won't accept her as being a Nazi til she does the Grimey equivalent of what Kanye did. She hasn't yet.

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 5 points 2 years ago

Yeah there's indie rappers like Immortal Technique and Lupe Fiasco and others who will rap about how fucked up the recording industry is.

Same with pop. Look at Britney.

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 4 points 2 years ago

She always was somewhat. She's a producer and not a singer, and always said that. She speaks with a noticeable lisp

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 5 points 2 years ago

Paying a lot for memorabilia is nothing new

This is just meme-orabilia

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 7 points 2 years ago (6 children)

So what's everyone's opinions on Grimes?

✓ Shooting a music video at a Canadian football game

✓✓✓ Her music is great. The past 3 albums are some of my favorites. Probably among the top 5-10 non-rap albums for me.

XX Martian Musk Ox celebrity relationship

X Giving the kid that name

✓ Before Musk her Twitter bio said "anti-imperialist"

✓✓ She's very funny

✓✓ Dating Chelsea Manning after dating Musk. I think she was taking a hard left turn and I really like the idea of Columbia Music and Elon's money paying Chelsea's court fees as she was repeatedly jailed for not snitching on Assange

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 2 points 2 years ago

Lmao saw this in my feed and not surprised to see it here

[–] goatmeal@hexbear.net 0 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Both people I knew with FOP decals on their car were criminals. They also were non-cop criminals just to be clear.

 

So I'm legitimately bipolar. Had some traumatic experiences in jails and mental hospitals. I was a high achieving reckless petty criminal kid and that's who I've become as an adult.

I have a very mild LD that never held me back in school. It's NLD. I'm in the average range for that but my Verbal Intelligence is much higher. NLD is considered on the ASD and I also have a tentative diagnosis of PDD-NOS. Except I was heavily intoxicated when under examination that time.

I've dated women on the spectrum. The first was a methhead, crackhead, bath salts user in recovery but only with our Rx Adderall and Dexedrine. Also hydrocodone and lots of alcohol. The breakup never happened. She left for meth. She called after I graduated and moved for work. She never once addressed her own behavior. She was also borderline. I've known a few ot them.

She was a lot like me that it was scary but there was another woman a lot like her except so much more innocent with the lack of extreme drug history. One thing I had in common with both of them was political ideology and a memory for the newe. Notably the Iraq War.

Both considered themselves Ancoms. I identify differently depending on who I'm with. Around lefitsts I identify as AnSynd and Agorist because of my involvement in Agorist pursuits. I've been put on both benzos and amphetamines and learned how to procure a lot of the grey area chems. Mostly for personal use. I also gamble bitcoin.

The second girl was married and interesting because she happened to read the obscure newsmag I was writing for a few years back. She was impressed I had the emails of obscure journalists and comedians parts of the left support. She also had NLD and I think her right brain could seem deficient at times. Some stuff she would do would seem childish. It wasn't til I read her writing that I knew she was intelligent. Though mostly she was well spoken.

She had a moral disconnect where she couldn't see her pranks like signing random people up for dozens of catalogs, cyberstalking and in some cases actual stalking was wrong or bad. She volunteered to help out the Rohingya refugees FFS. I share this deficiency. I started doing drugs and graffiti at a young age. School was easy. Especially social science when my mom taught me how to write, and she was a former English teacher. I also grew up in a diverse community and had a leg up on those who didn't.

I took her on a date to an art museum on a free day. I always went to those so I learned how to walk through the staff only tunnels. She was halfway thinking I was gonna do an art heist. (I am banned from the museum for other reasons)

One of the things that broke us up was there was a rumor that I used heroin because I did use other opioids and all sorts of recreational drugs. A rumor was that my family supplied me with heroin too which pissed me off because they're talking about my family!

When dispelling this rumor she seemed a bit let down I didn't really use heroin. It seems like it would've made me more exciting. Being with a married woman who's husband is also openly dating--it just hit weird. Also weird was how I'm bipolar and this woman's brother had been too, and had hanged himself months before we met. The dad saw something in me and was sorta welcoming me into the family. The whole thing was weird.

So deviance among the neurodiverse isn't documented much. I knew a lot within the community and deviance seems less common. Among my bipolar and otherwise mentally ill comrades the substance abuse is sky high! Still there's similarities within the two groups and significant overlap making drug use, recklessness, and other behavior more likely.

Edit: I've also noticed that a couple ASD women are involved in the kink community. I didn't mention all the neurodiverse people I know here, just the ones closest to me and I do like to reminisc.

 

I wil do any drug as long as it's not alcohol or opioids. I'm big on weed, Kratom, kpins, amphetamines, RC benzos and RC dissociatives

 

Let today be the first day of the end of your life!

If you ever feel bound by red-tape consider a different color of tape or adhesive..

Pick flowers. Smile at police and hand them flowers. Comply. Use a public defender and plead no contest to assault and resisting arrest..

Make the theoretical more literal by rolling a physical boulder up a hill every so often.

Say goodbye to trees you've grown accustomed to and apologize to forests..

When taking the shortcut through the cemetery always whistle like a psycho..

Die a little less every day with the help of big pharma and lil herb..

Focus on the things not currently on fire..

Open up your schedule by glaring at your friends and acquaintances, take a sip from a beverage, exhale with seething anger and repeatedly leave abrubtly without saying goodbye..

Cry in public. Then cry in public wearing a festive outfit. Compare results..

Learn to speak Lobster. Listen to their wisdom. Get the courage to know the things you cannot grasp, the things you can claw and the freedom from rubber bands to operate the claws..

Smoke crack repeatedly for 27hrs, rest for 12 and repreat until you've convinced your shadow to stop following you around like a dick without anything to say..

Have an emotional breakthrough and breakdown at the same time

Cut power costs by stabbing electrical outlets.

 

Hey. I often have met friends and partners through mental health agencies, support groups and peer support groups. I have also dated the neurodiverse when I've met them through work. I almost exclusively have a social network of oddballs and before that it was oddballs and alcoholics/junkies.

The people I get along with are often schizo-bipolars, bipolors, borerlines and ASD.

At times people have been suspicious of me because though I don't drink I do other drugs. People get worried that drug use itself is evidence I would try to get vulnerable partners on drugs. That would be evil and most users are not. When I was addicted I either with a married woman who was disappointed I didn't use heroin, who had ASD. Her friend had contacted lies about me and got a group of people to go along with her BS.

Or I was with a woman I didn't love who loved me more than any other one did and kinda broke her heart by stringing her along as I was high all the time. I feel bad about it but I didn't get her started on drugs.

Some people are also cynical about why I would utilize groups, comparing me to Ed Nortton in Fight Club. While I identify with the movie in certain anarchist and bipolar ways, I am not faking anything.

I have led the groups at times and thought I might work in the field. I definitely will not after meeting dozens upon dozens of troubled folks.

It's tough to try to be open with all groups about who I am. NT and Heteronormatives are suspicious about dating the neurodiverse or having a good proportion of LGBT friends as well.

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