someone said they liked my outfit the other day and i've been riding that high ever since. it wasn't even one of my favs but thank you
bolshevikLovelace
joined 11 months ago
you wouldn't like me when i'm woke 
ooh i just started The Summer You Were There and i'm really enjoying it! i'll have to read Doughnuts under a Crescent Moon next. they're webtoons but i just finished Mage & Demon Queen (9/10. recommended by @[email protected] (tyvm)) and first season of Winter Before Spring (7/10. cw for depictions of homophobia/bullying but i still liked it)
took some THC last night and spent about an hour bawling my eyes out before bed
that's me most nights 
thank you! 
there's dozens of similar moments i've almost shared here but this one was really special
art is cool and shit
this time last year i went to a public art gallery and saw this painting:
"Sometimes I wonder" by Anne Wallace
it was the only thing there that made me cry (just a tiny bit, i wasn't taking estrogen yet). i kinda explained my feelings as "feeling held back by capitalism, like i can't figure out who i really want to be because work doesn't allow me the time". sometimes i would wonder if i could be someone else and maybe actually be comfortable with who i was...
we went again today and it was still up, i had a bit of a laugh at myself when i realised it was just my gender dysphoria on a canvas lmao. like the original sentiment was correct, i was feeling held back. sure, by 
but more so by my gender and addressing that helped me enjoy life way more. i was able to actually enjoy finding a bit of a personality because i no longer had to share it behind a mask of masculinity
so yeah, pretty funny to see it again post-
. maybe seeing it the first time helped accelerate that a little bit, who knows
comfy-ass bralette 90% of the time, bra for the 10% where i want to make clear that I HAVE TITS
"I'm so sorry, my intern caused a temporary disruption to select services, resulting in a delay in communications being sent out."
the intern:
i had no idea about any of that but i will be using this as an excuse to devour more avo
fuck yeah to cute glasses
every day my hair is longer than it has ever been and yet it is still too short 
i need me a witchy hair grow spell
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