bandario

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[–] bandario 6 points 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago)

I fucked around a LOT whilst I was studying. Changed degrees a couple of times, studied part time and worked a lot, deferred and traveled for several years, eventually got serious and paid up-front to blast through full time and come out with a fair few qualifications once I figured out how the system worked and had something resembling a direction I wanted to go.

The end result was that I got to watch the massive shift in university culture and policy from 2001 through 2010.

In 2001 I could go to class with $4 in my pocket and know that it would be plenty to spend at the union-run cafeteria to have more than enough coffee and food for the day. Food was ridiculously cheap, and decent. Real meals made in bulk and sold in bulk. Coffee that came out of a giant urn that was strong and hot that I could enjoy whilst reading my free union magazine full of fairly hilarious left-leaning content, local news and events. I'm fairly sure at this time the writers actually got paid out of student union dues, but the magazines were free and the food and services either may as well have been free, or were.

The change came gradually. First of all every union magazine article became about infiltration by the young libs and constant drama within the union. Battles with the university board over the direction of student services and outlets etc etc etc. I won't cover the slow descent.

Skip to 2010. There's a fucking subway on campus. If they had tried that in 2001 we would have burned it down. The union cafeteria has been replaced by a commercial entity that not only serves absolute dogshit food, they charge around $10 for that serving of dogshit. The student magazine is GONE. Student services are gutted. If you want a coffee, you now have to order from a barista at a commercial coffee stand and stand around waiting like a fucking goon no matter how late you are for class, instead of pouring it yourself into a polystyrene cup and going about your day for 50 cents.

You eventually get to class and work your arse off to get a decent grade, whilst international students who can barely speak English let alone write 10,000 words in it somehow also pass the class so that they get to pay their unjustifiably higher fees to continue into the next year.

In short, Universities gradually became a business in the exact sense of the word Menzies originally railed against. They completely lost their status of having values which are other than pecuniary, and in the process they completely lost all semblance of the culture that made them worth turning up for. By the time I graduated, my university was a vile space to inhabit. The freaks were all gone, the politically conscious student body had been replaced by the trendy set and every single part of the campus existed purely to extract money from your ever shrinking wallet. Where once I felt grateful for every minute of my experience of student life, I was now disgusted and could not wait to get out.

Neoliberalism and twisted profit incentives killed Aussie university life like it killed everything else in this country that was ever any good. Not everything can afford to be about money all the time. It's fucking tedious.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago (2 children)

There's a balance point somewhere between size and battery life with resolution as a catalyst. Small phone = small battery.

The Xperica Z3C achieved ridiculous things in that space (I could get 5 days normal use out of it after rooting and tweaking kernel etc).

You couldn't do that today though. Nobody is going to buy a phone at the resolution required to pull it off, and it would be under powered to boot.

I think this is why even "small" phones like the Zenfone aren't really even that small...they have to be big enough to fit a decent battery. Power demands have increased and you can't fight physics.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago (1 children)

/u/[email protected]

Not only do Sony not bother to sell them in Australia, they refuse to lend any assistance to get VoLTE and VoWifi working if you do jump through the hoops to import one.

This renders them completely useless for making voice calls in Australia as of July 2024 as our 3G network will be completely shut down by then.

It's a major fucking bummer because I would have bought the Xperia 5 IV in a heartbeat. It's perfect.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Tuna salad is objectively better though. Tuna (the fish) tastes good. It has lots of flavour but it is inherently dry, 100% solved by tuna salad.

Today I learned that there are people out that who do not share that position. Never met one before. Hello, dryfish eater.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago

That's very true. could you explain your statement about "picks off the weak"?

[–] bandario 2 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Look, I'm coming around. I have been provided with so much reading material in this thread that my head is spinning and I'm starting to feel sick for being such an arsehole given the quality of some of the responses I've received. I work 60+ hours a week and I really should not have been so quick to respond to a lot of this stuff without proper time to read and digest, but I was already being called out for being a coward and not replying. I got mad as fuck at the trolling, which I guess is half the point of the hexbear method but it's no excuse to be a goon. In truth I hardened my position in the opposite direction due to some of the low-effort baiting in here, but the quality responses win out.

I still don't believe for one second that the people running China are on the whole "good" people, if such a thing even exists anymore. I visited the country in 2017 as part of a small delegate of primary producers. Covertly State-owned industry made up two of my largest customers at the time. We don't deal with them anymore because our previous Prime Minister was a careless dickhead who liked to run his mouth in the media...a bit like me I guess.

Our experience in China was curated about as intensely as any visit to Pyongyang is. Even after the activities for the day, we were followed and watched extremely closely. I don't like the place, it gave me the heebie jeebies worse than anywhere I've ever been. People seemed to be terrified to leave the acceptable script and I left feeling like I had just been exposed to an entire country full of dedicated cult members and paid actors. I still believe what I was seeing was pure fear in their eyes. Just sheer terror to say the wrong thing, or give away something that they weren't supposed to. This was not a case of a language or cultural barriers, and given their position of power over us during negotiations I do not buy into any idea of deference to colonial powers or any of that tripe. They took us to the cleaners. They held ALL the cards and they knew it. The people I dealt with also had better English language skills than I do so it really just felt like hitting a wall where humanity was not allowed to be expressed out of fear of consequences. OF COURSE there are cultural differences as well, but again - none of you were there and as much as you might pretend to understand my biases and prior programming, you really don't know shit on that front.

I AM doing my best to take on the points about my own programming however. There's certainly got to be an element of truth there - we are all products of our environment and the anti-China sentiment in Australia has always been as strong as hell and seems to be getting worse, but it's all just political posturing. Our federal government will publicly bad-mouth the Chinese whilst gladly taking millions in international tuition fees and Chinese migration. It's just posturing. It really means nothing, but the narrative remains. Whilst I'd love to think I'm above assimilating this type of trash, Australia has been my primary country of residence for over three decades now. I'm mostly a product of their primary, secondary and tertiary education systems. They have had plenty of opportunity to infect me with bad ideas, even as cynical and critical as I have always been, and with an ever growing disdain for the capitalist and democratic status quo since literally childhood.

I do wish people on hexbear would not be so judgemental. You don't know me at all: where I've been, what I've done and oddly enough for a guy who just spent two days arguing with communists, what I have done for the Labor movement here. Having said that, you can only judge me on what I give you, and I gave you a bunch of aggressive trolling so I absolutely received better than what I deserve in return.

Having said that, even as I make my way through all of the articles and material I have been sent, it is going to be a very very hard sell to convince me that the PRC and Russia are the good guys. It might be a bloody good time to try and give it a thorough evaluation though given the current state of geopolitics and Australia's tenuous position in the region.

We have a huge Chinese population in my country: permanent residents like myself, student visas, working visas. A total of 5% of our population are first generation Chinese migrants, and this is nothing new. The Chinese have been here since prior to federation during the gold rushes.

I went through school with Chinese. I worked extremely closely with a lot of Chinese-born migrants at university, I've worked with Chinese people in a professional capacity both based here and based in China (mostly Han, obviously) and I've gotten drunk and red faced with enough of them to know that there are lines they will not cross, no matter how far removed they are from the reach of the CCP...the fear is still there. I can't express how much that bothers me, and this is my biggest driver for looking at the wholeheartedly pro-CCP posts here with the fattest dose of skepticism I can muster. If theirs is the best system, and something that we should strive towards...I just don't see it. I can go anywhere I like in the world and talk shit about the government of Australia or the country of my birth as much as I like without consequence, and I do. I'm not even a citizen. Until such time as Chinese people feel free to do the same then I am going to struggle to accept that any move in that direction is a move towards progress. This is why I lean towards anarchism, because I value freedom above most things. It's why I live in the middle of nowhere where I am truly left alone. I receive few government services here: no water, no sewage, no garbage collection. I have to travel 2 hours for healthcare but...I am free to do as I please and say as I please. You can read this both as a staunch indictment of Australia's version of democracy that I have had to take these steps to achieve a limited freedom within its bounds AND why I come across as libertarian with some of my beliefs. I am almost completely self-reliant in this world and exist in stark defiance of the government structures that strive to pull me back into the fold, but not ignorant of the privilege I was born into that has allowed me to be so.

Again, I will qualify this. I am not even half way through the material that /u/[email protected] , /u/[email protected], and /u/[email protected] have sent. Even /u/[email protected] has given me plenty to think on, and they really only turned against me when I hardened my position against you all. In my defense, I did start out this discussion in good faith. You really do have a lot of members who are antagonistic fuckwits but after 27 years on the internet I should know far better than to feed the trolls.

Reading my drunken string of replies this morning I will admit I was pretty horrified. I got defensive and just took up a position against communism in general, which is pretty unproductive and not really inline with my day to day thought. I walk around every day with a knife on my belt that has this symbol on it: https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/f/f6/Emblema_NKVD.svg/1200px-Emblema_NKVD.svg.png

I can't pretend to understand fully what it means. As a matter of fact I feel I'm pretty staunchly against the tactics employed by the NKVD but I wear the knife anyway. It was a gift from a group of friends that know me better than most. Obviously it was a joke and a jab in some fashion, but they know the content of my heart maybe better than I do, so I will do my best to grapple with what I have been sent here. I remain extremely dubious, but I am dubious of everything...especially capitalism and perverse profit incentives.

I am grateful for the time that people have invested here, even in the face of my arrogance and opposition. I'm also aware that I'm out of my depth here. /u/[email protected] is obviously a scholar of communism, and I am obviously not. I have read far more theory than any of you have given me credit for, but I didn't give you any reason to give me any credit either. I'm just grateful for a space (lemmy, not hexbear) where such discussions can take place without all comments being deleted and half of us banned.

It really does seem like things are falling apart at present. I will be out here in rural Australia, armed to the teeth and ready for what comes but still not sure if we will end up friend or Phở in the long run.

[–] bandario 3 points 2 years ago (1 children)

Me too on both counts. I'm posting something of an apology. I've been a right dick in here.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago (3 children)

The USA should absolutely be called totalitarian. Their prison industrial complex is fed a constant stream of bodies. Laws created just to keep the slave labour flowing.

I never for one second suggested that the USA are the good guys. They are international aggressors that feed on war. Locally they have zero care or regard for their own population. The best healthcare in the world, but only if you can afford to pay. Housing affordability so bad that the homeless population grows year on year with no end in site...people just die in the cold.

What I don't understand is how you can bury your head in the sand on China. How can you sit there with any conviction and sing their praises?

https://www.sbs.com.au/news/article/china-allegedly-has-two-secret-police-stations-in-australia-what-do-we-know-about-them/dz2lmxb13

This is happening where I live. We have a large number of Chinese students at our Universities. Some of them get politically activated whilst they are here, and with a bit of a break from the brainwashing they realise what they are living under at home, maybe they say the wrong thing within earshot of one of the many party spies planted at their university. Maybe nobody ever sees them again.

It's not a system I am in any way interested in supporting, yet I'm typing this on a Chinese phone. I'm complicit in brutality, just not as much as you.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago (8 children)

Under threat of being disappeared. That's the thing about totalitarian regimes: If you poll the local population, they enjoy almost total support for some reason. Gee, I wonder why that could be.

It's the same everywhere these shit heels operate. I did not hear a bad word against the government in Laos in the early 2000's either. They must have been doing a stellar job, no other reason.

[–] bandario 5 points 2 years ago

Nicotine doesn't cause cancer. Like, not at all.

If you want to be a pedant, follow through. It's inhalation of the biproducts of combustion that causes cancer. It's burning tobacco that causes cancer. It's tobacco grown with fertilizer that locks in lead isotopes that causes cancer.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago (15 children)

Yep. Doesn't change where I was born. Us filthy "libs" are a bit more mobile than you lot. I've lived in a lot of countries, and I've visited half the world including China which is why I don't need to engage any further on this. None of you have a clue what you are talking about. You are singing the praises of a country that is a living hell for 99% of its inhabitants, even moreso than filthy capitalist strongholds.

[–] bandario 1 points 2 years ago (20 children)

A) I don't know the first thing about an Afrikaner flag.

B) I was born there

Try again.

I hope you get the Praxis you are looking for one day.

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