SparrowHawk

joined 11 months ago
[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 1 points 3 days ago (1 children)

Molto interessante, strano che nessuno ci abbia mai pensato prima in effetti

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 2 points 3 days ago (1 children)

But i am panicked about everything, about my brain fog, my incapability of communicating or even wanting to comunicate with people, inability to cope with the world materially and morally crumbling down.

And mostly, panicked about my inability to not feel numb constantly about my panic

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 2 points 3 days ago

I don't know if i have depression, but i starter to get curious about gender dysphoria and many things seem to resonate. Depersonalization and derealization mostly...i know there are comorbidities but it feels like a rouge to investigate

I havent gotten the chance to start efexor yet. Tomorrow ill have it tho.

Also your feedback on weed was helpful, when i start stimulants again i will do my best not to smoke

Thank you

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 4 points 1 week ago

We should stoke anger. Hope made us blind and we sleepwalked into warming.

It's too late for justice. Now only revenge remains

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 5 points 1 week ago (5 children)

I have a diagnosis but meds didn't work, possibly because i live a pretty much sheltered life and was never forced into work, i did some jobs but i never lasted more than a year. The last 3 years i spent smoking weed and postponing my waking up. Now i'm trying psychotherapy again and i've been prescribed efexor.

But i feel more hopeless and spent than ever. I can't feel interest nor curiosity about anything. Social interactions are pain, and what's worse is that even with my closest friends it is now like that. I just feel like I'm not interested or capable of conversing with them, cause I feel no interest in any thing anymore....

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 14 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Pasta Italianman

Or Italia Pastaman

Maybe Peppino Mafiera

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 1 points 1 week ago

They're gonna Streisand him into office lol

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 3 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

can't even imagine what "i don't know how to write women" is like

like...just write a person...that is a woman...

there are contextual superstructures that i really struggle to perceive but that people shape all of their perspective on without realizing it.

I wish there was a way to mass dispel this curse

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 3 points 2 weeks ago

feeling like my soul is mad at me for not picking up molotovs

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 1 points 3 weeks ago

It's addiction. It can only exist when we give it something to echo. It is a mirror, enamoured with those that reflect on it.

It fears nonexistence, in a way

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 6 points 3 weeks ago

unemployed = more free time to organize!

[–] SparrowHawk@feddit.it 27 points 3 weeks ago (3 children)

yes, create a legion of angry, unemployed/unemployable people, that will go well for the capitalist system

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