Sol_Tradguy

gonna delete after a couple days for infosec but my not-date with my new work friend was very wholesome and cute :3 we just listened to tunes at my place and played a getting to know you game and had some nice intimate chats

idk what the vibe is but i think for the foreseeable it's gotta be a friend thing, i don't think they'd be willing to risk work going south even if there is something more on their end. i think they're kind of a loner/sketch on people in general (i think prob on the spectrum) so it means a lot they were even willing to take a chance on letting me in as a potential new friend

but aw they're so gentle and weird and cute :3 i'm glad they hung out with me and i hope we can hang out again soon

no i get it pre adhd medication i was doing 2-4 energy drinks a day it was really bad, i was def self medicating with that shit. adhd stimulants plus caffeine is very though so i'm trying to cut it down to 1, sometimes 1 additional smaller one if im bein a bad boy

12!?!?! comrade......

me af when i realize i have maybe 4-6 years left of being young and hot but im wasting it by neither being a slut nor falling in love

i should probably start skipping a vyvanse day here and there as a buffer against shortages. i know a lot of people skip on the weekend...but i'm like why the fr*ck am i gonna skip on the days where i wanna get shit done on a Self-Actualizing level? think i'll shoot to skip workdays that i know are gonna be lower intensity.

took me a second but but also

the el salvador shit really feels like looking directly into the eye of evil & it challenging you to fortify your will & sanity & sense of decency & goodwill to not completely crumble at the alien depths of its depravity. im scared for my friends and comrades and to a lesser extent myself.

life is too short and full of brutality to not love yourself and everyone around you. please please do that to whatever extent you can.

shidding fire out my doodoo ass good thing i have the day off

i don't want to be an uncritical cheerleader for my party but what has got to be one of the single stupidest smears against PSL is that we're cop collaborators for getting permits for peaceful protests & for having a police liaison.

yes. we should absolutely risk unprepared masses of people getting arrested at what are basically recruitment & awareness-building parades.

infantile!!!