Dude I'm right there with you. I've just been applying to stuff at the end of my WFH days and finally at least got through an initial resume screening on a job I actually want.
I wish I had better advice and encouragement, but it really is bleak out there. I mini crashed out a couple weeks ago and my wife talked me through it and I came out the other side feeling more... free? I guess?
I have a fairly specialized job and spiraling made me realize I should just apply for whatever and above all else try to do even a modicum of good with my labor where I can as opposed to trying to build a "career." I dunno, the pandemic really screwed my long-term professional plans up and I feel like I've just been trying to figure things out since then and now I'm just trying to find something I can feel moderately good about day-to-day.
Bottom line, it sucks, and I feel you. But obviously, you're more important than your job and the entirety of modern work is designed to make you feel like you're underperforming, so try—as hard as it can be—to not let that get you down.
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