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No it's all shitposting comrade.

damnit
I have to get my butthole looked at again as soon as I can figure out how to get it done for free. I hope it isn't this dire, haven't had a flareup in a while despite regular drinking, nicotine and general poor habit backsliding so that's probably a good sign. unless its cancer.

lololol

No but really this post was a good kick in the (ow why'd you kick me there) and knowing butts holes can be cyborg'd back to function gives me hope that the scarier possibilities are all cope-with-able. So thanks for sharing your vulnerability I wish you the best of luck and all blessings while you heal.

Never stop dunking on Peterson.

I've never related to him harder than when he went out on stage, xanned off his tits and found himself facing down Slavoj Zizek utterly unprepared. I retain zero sympathy for him and delight in every meme. Even if some of his story and situation are relatable, he sucks and he asked for the attention anyway. We're not bullying a random guy who said something foolish one time on the internet.

edit: oh and yeah it was in fact a funny post

• Get cash flow - ideally I break back into my career that I burnt out of but this welfare shit sucks a thousand festering chud dicks. I have people who need my support and I can't help them. So I'm starting to figure out that it's get paid by whatever means, even if that means lowering my expectations
• Start making music again - I want to contribute to the new hexbear trans music production community or at least use it as a place to share stuff since losing my last online social circle
• Write more poetry
• Continue to work with a local community action group on [REDACTED] and if the legal avenues fall through [MORE REDACTED STUFF]
• Get fitter, more healthy, more disciplined and more dangerous
• Go out more
• Cut back on my drugs of habit and addiction, maybe even lose all self imposed chemical shackles
• Do more fun and interesting drugs again
• Learn and perfect some vegan or at least vegetarian dishes so I can eat better, for cheaper and feel just a little less morally inferior to our powerful vegan comrades, who are basically always correct no matter what stupid debatelord reactionary shit might intrude on my mind while I avoid discussions on these topics. I just respect the fuck out of healthy vegans and I'm scared of how powerful some of them post. Edit: no I'm not just scared, I try to recognise when I'm wrong and it's my place to shut the fuck up and kill my inner copelord.
• Continue telling on myself for being white and lucky and privileged
• Assassinate a CEO

edit: I just read everyone else's and I love how many of my saner and more generic goals are also goals of so many others.

I have no idea. Unless you're talking about a comic that somehow shares similar influences to my references.

- fellow didn't read the theory-er

Story 7

Damn. That went hard. Thanks for putting me back onto clipping.

Bless. I've been meaning to put my studio back together and start spitting again. been a minute since I even made a beat. I can recite this with the right tempo but yeah, bit of work ahead before I start putting anything out again. Half fell asleep listening to SALEM's King Night after I wrote the first draft of this. I've never fully appreciated how fucking incredible the drum patterns are on so much of that release, and understated lofi aspects of it.

It's interesting to process your observations in that light, I'mma go listen to Story 7 and check it out, been a min since an ex got me briefly into Clipping and I sort of associate that with her, but well overdue for a revisit.

I've been feeling like maybe I'll fuck around with something witchhouse adjacent when the time comes. Most of my stuff's been a chaotic blend of beats and noise with MPC swing in the past lol.

Appreciate the encouragement.

It's not too late to nominate this as the worst post of 2023 right?

Oh man what a premature misstep. lmao

you goof.

edit: just realised this is from a federated user. oh boy. no further comment.

Fuck, thanks fam.

edit: to clarify "fuck" as in "fuck, that's a heavy compliment"

I would nominate you as my second in combat, but sadly I already backed another candidate for this award.

I've greatly enjoyed your posts in a recent locked comment comrade. Keep skewering the bastards.

Seconding frauddogg's nomination.