HexaSnoot

Disturbing. I'm so sorry. Are you able to fight the rejection?

Idk anything about how to do that, but after the CEO got shot, I read how people more often receive previously rejected coverage the more repeatedly and insistently they fight with more requests. Because Anthem insurance keeps track of who will cave upon rejection amd who's not worth the time trying to keep rejecting. (Anthem is who privatized Medicaid, right?)

In the meantime, maybe you can set up a mutual aid fund about this.

Congrats! I'm housebound most days of the week, and that's with the best treatment during my the time I've been disabled so far. That shit can be worse than mere quarantining. It's so good to breathe and move around outside with different scenery. Seeing birds without a glass pane separating you both. Maybe petting a passing dog. It's very good to be walking outside.

I hope that tendon calms down. I wonder if antiinfamotory meals would help you. Wishing you all the strength. You sound courageously motivated.

"Iran before the Islamic revolution" vibes.

I barely have knowledge about the middle east so idk what youre referencing.

Its not orientalist or atheist its manufacturing consent for invasion and genocide.

I think it's all those things.

Even when you're praising people while being orientalist, you're 1D-ing people down closer to a homogenous blob. Suddenly negative stereotypes about that race are more popularly applied on a homogenous level too.

Well I grew up in that kind of enviroment, but now that I'm out of it im encountering other immature covert abusers. Who might not straight up have a personality disorders and who are simply immature downpunchers. They'll wait until I'm alone with them to strike. Now i have these windows of being bullied where I came start defending myself and not face mortal fear. Idk where to start.

There are victims of incest so generally nah, but it is a funny way to make fun of eugenicists.

"Highschool politics are bullshit but if you can play them its pretty easy not to be at the bottom of the food chain."

I'm no longer in highschool (see edited title) but yes that can be true.

Capitalism has hijacked what the general public views as a "grown up". So i don't say grow up. People who act immature are still having a legit adulthood. It just that that's what their adulthood looks like.

My issue is not that they're not grown ups. My issue is that they're self projecting cowards who don't deal with their own bullshit insecurities. That they're downpunchers trying to make me absorb their damage.

Now I'm trying to not change minds. Skipping explaining that they're sad and should punch upwards, and simply being confronting about what they're doing. Responding coldly.

Lol I used to know people who actually act like the characters and so the chaos of the show stung for a while. But in the past year I finally learned to love it because my brain can register it's just a show.

I know someone whose good at both, giving withering roasts and grey rocking. They confronted my bullies. One avoided the confrontation by hiding in another room with the door closed. The other was smarmy and denied ever doing what they did to me. My friend is pretty impenetrable when it comes to gradeschool-level bullying. This was all done when we confronted them completely peacefully. He understands the quote, "no one can make you feel inferior without your consent." I think the beginning of me understanding that quote is to learn how to speak up for myself. And that involves taking risks.

I understand there are abusers with personality disorders, but I've seen my friend shut down even those people. There are people who are simply immature abusers without personality disorders, and I mostly want to start standing up to them. Either way, when someone is incapable of taking accountability for their wrongs, I want to show they shouldn't try to step on me to begin with. People avoid mistreating my friend and I want that treatment by being just as witty as him.

I just looked up smarmy. It's a great word to define a lot of the public personas of covert abusers I've known. What a great word.

How so? Because I strongly feel that but I don't know exactly how.

Is it really? because I've felt this is a pattern but I didn't know it's true 100% of the time.