been cutting back on the other diuretic I usually drink too much of, caffeine. I guess yellow pee is progress in that regard here?
EstraDoll
joined 1 year ago
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honestly, mood. My bi-cycle has shifted super heavily towards men in the last few months and I still can't really accept it. But I get you about feeling "required" to top if you're with a girl. Part of why I think I keep circling back to men is because more than anything I really don't want to be expected to top. Like, I don't even want to have that discussion, I just want it to be assumed that I'm the bottom here and that's that. I hate having to feel like I need to reaffirm my bottom status and am constantly worried that it might get taken away with another (hypothetical) female partner. I want someone who I don't have to ask to dom me. (I get that men =/= dom and women =/= sub but like, fuck. Every t girl i've flirted with on the internet is just a raging sub and it's hard to find a dom)
addiction
fucking hell
i was this close to relapsing just half an hour ago, and just BARELY managed to talk myself out of it
It's Veneris today. I asked my lady on Veneralia, April 1st, for help with the drinking. I haven't touched the bottle since, despite how close it's gotten recently
maybe she is with me here
GRIFTLANDS MENTIONED??? :smith-poggers:
Starts singing Waltzing Matilda in the most sarcastic tone I can
piss
thing i've noticed change after about 6 weeks sober: my piss is starting to become noticably yellow again. most likely because i'm not constantly drinking a diuretic. this is probably a good sign but also weird to have happen
unusually cold week, my beloved. temporarily assuaging my climate change anxieties briefly 
nevermind, 196lbs, I still got it 
i'll do the same once I can unlock the rest of the stuff I haven't yet. I'm pretty close already
I'm like 4 years too late to the party with this game but there's this one little detail about Hades that I noticed and absolutely adore and need to talk about for a second?
almost every character has a unique thing they refer to Zagreus as. "Prince Zed/Your Highness. Lad. Boy. Little Hades. Nephew. Grandson. My Kin. My Little Godling. Cousin. My Son. My Child. Zag/Man. Stranger. Hon. Boyo. All of those are from different characters and it gives the game so much life that half the cast has a unique thing they refer to Zagreus, the player character as and it's just... MMMM. peak writing
I can't simply state "I like men" and I don't know why. It's true, but I always feel like if I state it I have to go on the defensive and justify myself somehow even though I just... don't?
I like girls too. fucking love them.
. I can say that confidently and without hesitance
but if I say I like men then I get super hesitant. my hand reaches for the back of my head and I feel... awkward? idk. I guess all my trans friends are transbians and I feel kind of out of place when I say "but men tho". but i'm on hexbear now and i still feel awkward talking about it? ugh