oh i don't know if i really like men that much anymore . i don't know if i really am all that into them. It sure would be terribly ironic right now should a strong yet gentle man ask me out out of nowhere. sure would be terribly ironic. yep. mmmmhmmmm

i mean i'm still very much bi

but also FUCKING RIGHT????

still not drinking, but damn did i get close the other night

i am also trying to cut down on my caffeine intake, which is fucking with my sleep but also rough

i am currently burnt way the fuck out and struggling just to keep up with life . I guess I'm still progressing here but damn am i tired

hahah whoopsie. i might have accidentally gave some signals i didn't mean to to a friend of mine i'm not into and i think she just asked me out hahaha oh fuck

WHERE

THE FUCK

DID ALL OF MY

F U C K I G N

SPOONS GO?????

where does one humble trans woman even start looking at options for SRS?

girl it was a shitpost 😭

sorry, too busy thinking of dumb DE references to actually think it was a hornypost

anti natalists taking direct action

I can't simply state "I like men" and I don't know why. It's true, but I always feel like if I state it I have to go on the defensive and justify myself somehow even though I just... don't?

I like girls too. fucking love them. . I can say that confidently and without hesitance

but if I say I like men then I get super hesitant. my hand reaches for the back of my head and I feel... awkward? idk. I guess all my trans friends are transbians and I feel kind of out of place when I say "but men tho". but i'm on hexbear now and i still feel awkward talking about it? ugh

been cutting back on the other diuretic I usually drink too much of, caffeine. I guess yellow pee is progress in that regard here?