he'll yeah i stand for the flag
EstraDoll
joined 1 year ago
day idk even know of not drinking
last time i drank was march 30th
that makes me like two and a half months sober right now (save for one very token drink in mid april that was too little to really count)
and like. fuck. i didn't think i'd ever make it this far and idk what to do now
i still get dysphoric a lot
but come to think of it, it used to be way, way worse before transitioning
so that problem has gotten better for me, actually. this is weird to think about for me for some reason
weight cycling shit
lost a bunch of weight. got down to 190 pounds, and my pants all felt like they were about to fall off. I went from a size 14 to what felt like a size 12. I put a bunch of that weight back on, at about 204 pounds now, and my pants still feel pretty loose. idk if this is supposed to happen with weight cycling or what. or if i even had a point to this post other than "damn i'm getting more girl shaped i guess"
Dogs don't know what settler colonialism or racism or genocide is. They are dogs, they can't really know any better
i am He/Himing lesbianly
Tel Aviv? Tel Aviv what? What am I supposed to say to Aviv?
not really? i got some at target. wearing one from costco right now. just about any clothing store will sell a cheap one that works
gonna be hanging out in here for a bit to stay away from the news mega. i need some positivity and not anxiety right now 
padded sports bra my beloved dysphoria destroyer
standing on a street corner in Trondheim asking people if they fetch mead for the Companions
