It sucks because I know where that feeling comes from and while I dont want to project on my new friends, its not like its coming from nowhere, ya know? Ive been there so many times before and thought someone felt the same way as me and then got burnt :/
On the brightside, I do manage to keep it to myself/the internet now so im not constantly selfpitying to people who have done nothing but be kind to me
Some of mine are: reading 52 books, going for a walk at least once a week, getting a new piercing, and doing my budgeting every week instead of waiting multiple weeks, etc etc
What's everyone else's? Maybe comrades with similar goals can be accountability buddies 
Me too!