Bit idea: guy who gets on E to make no nut November easier

< me after finally shaving my face again (happy)

Fuck I need to get a girlfriend

They removed the ability to change your sex with the Social Security Administration. Not entirely sure if I have or not yet, but I can no longer do so if I needed to.

Beyond that, my mind is still broken, hence my absence on this site entirely. I'm sorry, but I can't read your posts right now without just spiraling into hell. I just needed to pass the above info along since it's somewhat useful to the average individual here. Hopefully my brain will be fixed soon. Hopefully.

getting really doomer right now as it feels like society is going to collapse sooner than i'll be able to really achieve any of my transition goals

it's genuinely depressing when the history of anything good in britain typically boils down to "clement attlee's government (under the influence of aneurin bevan) made good thing. then thatcher came along and destroyed it, followed by tony blair making things worse."

🎶where there's a whip
there's a way🎵

Creating a Orc warrior girl. Mainly because I haven't played Orcs much in Skyrim and they have the best racial bonus for survival and combat. But also is going to be good for my Lesbian fantasy when she marries Camilla Valerius and they live in a cute little farm. Problem is I'm stuck at the stage where I look through the names of characters from all UESP games and make a lore appropriate name that suits them.

::: spoiler scared

Im kinda finding myself very scared about the day1 EO and what it symbolizes/forbodes. Ik i will probably be ok because of where i am located, but also libs will roll over for anyone and i wont put it past them to say we need to accept and uphold the EO in the name of unity.

Ig its time to bring a chamber pot with me everywhere i go, or a bigwall poop tube

I don't think I know what it's like to be worried about. People have literally never worried about me. I can say concerning shit, do concerning shit, and nobody ever says anything. If they worry, they certainly don't tell me.

dupreshun

Iowkey I think I could get pretty bad without anyone noticing. apparently I have sorcerer-level abilities to fooling people into not realizing that I'm one bad text away from lighting my hair on fire

I might just embrace being fucking unknown, it's like you had your chance to ask a goddamn question. I give up

made pizza for dinner

Just had the most packed weekend ever with my partner, including going dancing two nights in a row. I'm happy we spent yesterday laughing and loving (and going to brunch lol) instead of dooming.

I love them so much

Me sowing (buying white sneakers): Haha fuck yeah!!! Yes!!

Me reaping (they get dirty in an hour): Well this fucking sucks. What the fuck.

Relatives have been checking up on me concerned due to the anti-gsrm proclamations of late. Due to where I live and what I interact with I'm a bit more worried about the end of birthright citizenship and wanton deportations without giving AF if who they pick up isn't Latin@ or is a US citizen, they're all going to the same place. So many Born in East LA but unfunny horror stories already happen irl and no one gaf. When I was younger I thought of emigrating out to MX to be yet another digital expat, or maybe to continue on to an advanced degree, I'm so old and broke now idk how realistic that is. I do have some savings, but not enough to start in another country lvl. My spoken Spanish is horrific and there's no one to practice with around here.

I'm the mood for storytime, when my mom worked in agriculture when younger immigration did a sweep and picked up a few Oklahomans along with the rest, they were seriously so power tripping they were thinking about deporting them until some other official had them calm the fuck down. When people think Murikkkan its usually a bit of a southerner, so no one is safe from what's coming . She also had a series of stories about a nice undocumented Canadian she worked with, eventually he ended up getting caught in a sweep.

HRT I have a decent stockpile not just from fearing the eventual scapegoating, but my constant insurance cuts, which I'm facing again. T is a lot more forgiving storage wise and time wise than one would guess off , real people to listen to are body builders, no damn joke. If I had a question its them or my endo. Anyway, for injections I've found vet supplies to be cheaper than Amazon when they have sales.

I'm at the point in my transition like many where I can't go back in the closet, I never really cis-passed very well, so this was always going to happen regardless of what the fools want.

CW bathroom violence story when I was younger

CW: dysphoria bit health

i found a some guides to lesbian hashtags on xiaohongshu that others may also benefit from

http://xhslink.com/a/1nEovI1qZzj4 and http://xhslink.com/a/0Dvh61hKmPq4

i even found a couple transgender folks today!

edit: And another, Mox a standup she is funny!

edit2: i found a lot of transgender people, mostly american it seems. If you keep using the site and exploring the queer nooks there's a lot of it!

Thyme should be pronounced how it is spelled since time is already a word.
Do you agree?

Chana Masala my beloved

bart simpson transgender?

I made a 同志/跨性别 group on XHS if anyone is interested in joining:

Also this is my feed currently lol:

And I came across this amazing sticker earlier on there and grabbed it:

The Yuri artists are making now is wild. Just saw some Balatro Yuri and it was sick as hell