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Don’t worry bud, we’ll all get through the banning of the dredge tank together

Winter depression has been kicking my ass ever since Daylight Savings ended

I saw the libs on Some More News invite back that idiot Behind the Bastards guy and he basically called PSL (and by extension all current orgs) a cult and told people revolution was never ever happening and you should not engage in radical resistance because we're "not organised" and just stick to the food Co-op and I literally needed to go have a nap.

Couple with this the lies about Amsterdam and the general vibes and it's feeling like things are tearing apart.

In positive news the Libs don't really seem to be able to cohere their narrative this time. No doubt, they'll forget and go back to brunch, but this time we might get a new wave of baby leftists. We must, MUST, be gentle with them. Remember where you were in 2016 (not me I'm the one true leftist on this site)

How the fuck am I supposed to do fun things for myself while working, when it was nearly impossible even when I was unemployed thanks to executive dysfunction? I feel like I am going insane sometimes

I understand more than ever.

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hell yea i feel awful

my meds dont work so im switching them so im just going to have horrible side effects for both for a few weeks lmao

i dont even feel like eating today

Perhaps in the world’s destruction it will be possible at last to see how it was made. Oceans, mountains. The ponderous counterspectacle of things ceasing to be.

Winter depression and work shit is at maximum overshit so i spend most days crying on the way home lol.

But i have engaged in CONSUMPTION by buying a stupid toy that I'm now excited for hurray for stupid toys

I'm stir-crazy. The genocide only escalates and I don't give a shit about most people in my life. They earned my hate with the year of apathy. Oh, you're angry Trump lost? Suddenly you care about trans people. Good thing Kamala wasn't already throwing them under the bus. Oh wait, she fucking was.

less a scream, more a sob, but right there with you

Me too :yea:

smoke is coming in from the wildfires in new jersey into the city and ash was in my face riding my bike home. :? edit: oh and yeah prospect park is also on fire WTF

Got a fever just in time to ruin the weekend.

I found out the division that Im in at work is shutting down at the end of december (ie. Laid off) just yesterday. This plus all the usual bullshit of life is seriously making it difficult to keep myself together.

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I don't feel like I should be angry and depressed about the election because I spent the last like, year being angry and depressed about the election but now that the uncertainty had resolved I've been depressed. Experiencing all the lib panic on Reddit has probably not been helpful.

things really really really fucking suck. things have never been worse than right now and they will never be better.

I recently learned alcohol makes you depressed lol

My partner is super angry and depressed.

I am too but that's just my default state. And I've been this way since about 2016. But even more so since October 7th. I guess I feel kind of inoculated to it by now?

I would really love to try to get my partner activated in some organizing with me, but we have young kids and one of them has special needs. Being a parent is super demanding. But I went down this road before I got really radicalized into truly resenting and hating the US empire.

What's the best way for an insanely overwhelmed tankie dad to cheer up his radlib partner?

Just found out yesterday I may be getting laid off in a few months so I get how you feel.