I can't even imagine the artist they have to call in to skin graft a vulva.
vivadanang
I mean your name is kinda on point
the loader dolphin project was a failure
you can look at all the job listings in the world, without a portfolio to show you won't get any offers.
I know, it sucks, but this is one of those things you can't talk your way around.
A moron would follow this line of thought so I'm not surprised to see you pursuing it. Your grand children will curse your name, if a woman is ever reduced to the state where they have to procreate with you.
Dev from Seattle here: game jams/hackathons are awesome for learning new systems (godot, defold, etc) and generate assets you can use to sell your portfolio of work.
Of course, linked-in and finding devs in your region to network with. That's how I've found most of my gigs - networking and linked-in. Wish I could offer better advice.
"¯ \ (ツ)/¯ "
fuckin'a, tyvm for this link.
If you haven't, read his books - braindroppings, napalm and silly putty, class clown, when will jesus bring the porkchops, and last words. they're all fantastic.
https://www.dailykos.com/stories/2023/11/17/2206375/-Heat-Index-in-Rio-de-Janeiro-hits-137-3-degrees-Fahrenheit?pm_campaign=front_page&pm_source=trending&pm_medium=web (this is during the 'spring' - our fall - and includes the heat index).
For their winter - on Aug 27, Rio witnessed its highest temperature of the winter, reaching 39.2°C
https://en.mercopress.com/2023/08/27/hot-weather-hits-rio-de-janeiro-this-winter
for winter, these temps are just bonkers.
that's pretty funky
you got issues bud. i honestly hope you seek counselling.
You should look at the winter that recently ended in the southern hemisphere - record ice shelf losses during winter, record high temps in Rio and other cities. In winter.
And it's just getting more and more brutal.
it's that voice in the back that's always there, but waits for a quiet moment to suggest crazy shit. I liken it to very very mild, controlled tourette's - random impulses that shouldn't even raise to the level of conscious thought but for whatever reason slip through the 'noise' filter.