Hopefully be able to fix it with a new part
magi
joined 2 years ago
It's what we've been having the past few nights but I love feeling of the Fall coming in, just that time as the suns about to go down I love it.
I like Fall as you start to feel the changing season, the dampness is more noticable before it rains. The long sunsets that linger with the pinks and oramges and as the last of that sun goes down the blue deepens and you can feel the temperature drop a few degrees to a cisp stillness
I tried to ice skate once and fell into a big puddle lol I'm not really cut out for it lol
It has Elves, mages and unicorns it's just not going to do much for me despite the worldbuilding.
Sports should be community if you want to do them
Hall effects are durable, should clean up okay
I used to play field hockey, I'm good with a stick 
It sounds too high fantasy for my taste
I knew it, could smell it 
whether that's something that can be "looked past"
That's a really cute picture of felix c:
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(this is a bit of a ramble so I apologise in advance)I can relate a lot to everything you've said, my doctor at one point thought I had bipolar as it seemed like that was showing signs of that, but as time went forward it was just how my brain was and also I have issues with feeling happiness and also processing emotions and feelings. I'm almost always feeling flat or sometimes low because those I can easily feel, depends on my state of mind basically.. but I wouldn't say I'm depressed I don't have a lot of the symptoms. I have also seen and been through a ton so my brain has a ton of coping methods a lot to my detriment now that I've pushed through traumas and such but also feeling like my wiring is screwed up because of it. I have anxieties that don't reveal themselves clearly to me until later when I process it because I'm so used to holding everything in and pushing some down to process later. I couldn't bring up anything in previous relationships either due to them being abusive and I was made to feel my needs didn't matter and it's hard to root out that feeling that I don't matter. Anyhow this is kind of going off on a tangent..
I used to feel this way about wasting time and such, but there's always valid reasons why. At least for me I was dealing with a lot of abuse and in abusive relationships and there's points where I ask "why didn't I leave, why did I put up with that" I have lots of answers.. my spiders debate this stuff when I analyse it the goblin knows all the answers but it still went far too long and lost that time too. I stopped feeling bad about it though, I look forward now, I see what I have accomplished and how happy (I don't feel it all the time but I know I'm happy, if that makes sense) I am now and how much I've made progress to where I was then, how healthier I am mentally than I was then.. I don't want to end things anymore.. I just have lingering things that I am unsure how to fix or if time can heal me.
I can see you've done a lot of work on yourself too, I know how hard it can be especially with doubting oneself. I'm proud of you for sticking at things. I am just a goblin but I relate to a lot it isn't easy.. I also don't have answers though I wish I did, I think keep doing what you've been doing and I'm hoping things get easier. Always try to be nicer to yourself, we are too harsh on ourselves at times.