latenightnoir

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[–] [email protected] 1 points 9 minutes ago* (last edited 9 minutes ago)

The increased accessibility of SM1 most definitely helped. To be very honest, the thing which got me into 40k was the excellent Dawn of War series. Not only was it one of the first fully 3D RTS games, but every one up to and including the two Dawn of War II titles are absolutely brilliant strategy games (with II being closer to Kill Team with reinforcements, granted).

Heck, I still play Dark Crusade regularly, one of the tightest and most enjoyable RTS campaign modes I've played to date!

[–] [email protected] -1 points 41 minutes ago* (last edited 5 minutes ago)

I'm sorry to say, but I disagree. I remember older people having been more respectful ever since I became aware of the world around me, even those only slightly older than myself.

I used to hang out with the "older kids" during high-school, Seniors and beyond, and these groups have been calmer and more polite, even when out drinking and doing stupid things.

On the flipside, the generations immediately after mine started behaving like... well, like animals early on... I still remember entering a 6th grade class while I was in the 8th and witnessing one of the students being hit in the head with a chair. I knew most of my generational peers and can tell you with absolute certainty that no such thing ever happened for as long as I was in school with them.

This extended throughout University as well, as the dorm in which I was staying got a lot (I mean, a LOT) noisier and more chaotic, to the point where the surroinding neighbours started calling the police pretty much regularly, because the freshmen were throwing mattresses and fridges out the window (literally). Edit to add: the worst we ever did during the three years I spent there (I'm talking my generation and those above us) was play the guitar a bit too loudly while hanging around in the hallway, sharing cheap beer.

And it goes for what I've said about neighbourhoods, too, the only people pumping music and constantly yelling at all hours are usually teenagers, students, or people my age. Most 40s and above can barely be heard after 10PM. I've never heard as much noise in the neighbourhoods in which I've lived throughout my life (I moved around a lot) until about 6-7 years ago. Everything got WAY worse starting with the tail end of the Lockdowns, too...

[–] [email protected] 1 points 59 minutes ago* (last edited 58 minutes ago)

It is such a minor improvement, though. Especially, as you've mentioned, on a 1080p screen. And, sorry to say, but having to fill up 150+ Gigs of space for a 20-30 hour game is a complete waste with, as I've said several times, immensely diminished returns.

Let's take UE5, for instance. Texture streaming has become necessary because we can't afford to have a coherent texture map loaded in all at once, precisely because those textures are stupidly large. This causes so, so many performance issues, that I'd argue it's been a downgrade even coming off UE3.

I'd rather have a smooth and OK-looking game which doesn't require me to get a second SSD just to fit it all, than to face significant stutters every time I do a 180° turn because the engine is struggling to load Gigs of uncached textures, which, again, barely look any better.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 hour ago

Oh, no, with literally hundreds of books' worth of backstory beyond all of the "your headcanon is valid" bits, we are well and truly beyond simple fluff.

Fluff is those 3 paragraphs of contextual flavour text you get on the back of a board game box.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 hour ago

Very much, yes! Chaos is the clearest, most stable faction in the entire lore in terms of characterisation and intent!

Honestly, I think the ambiguity behind the Imperium's portrayal stems from a sort of pandering to the popularity of the faction itself, maybe even to blunt the sharpness a bit, make it more accessible to new inductees. Easier to sell a "slightly Theo-Fascistic" galactic empire than "we need to sacrifice literally thousands of people marked as Other to a corpse and, yes, corpse starch is exactly what it says on the tin. Oh, and we'll need to lobotomise about 10000 of you because our biotoxin planet-wiping nukes need polishing."

It's a pity, because that's exactly what drew me into 40k to begin with, that feeling of "wow, this stuff's beyond horrific, my morbid curiosity is tickled seventy shades of pink!"

[–] [email protected] 0 points 1 hour ago* (last edited 49 minutes ago) (2 children)

Honestly, and surprisingly, it's the older people who have the most decency nowadays, from what I've seen ... A lot of people around my age (30-ish) and many, many younger than me seem to be exhibiting something akin to sociopathic tendencies.

I'm not talking about politics or other such grand scale stuff, I'm talking day-to-day interactions. More and more new neighbors are demonstrating a complete lack of respect for others in their neighborhoods, playing loud music at ungodly hours, parading around in their overrevved cars with the bass thumping directly into your brain stem, younger people (30-40 and below) are far more impatient in traffic, far more self-absorbed, self-concerned, and egotistic. Of course, the older people aren't all good, with outdated and regressive mentalities still flourishing among their ranks, but in terms of habitual decency, they're in the lead...

These are all purely personal observations, of course, but I genuinely think an innate sense of respecting other people's existence has been diminishing, if not entirely lost generation to generation.

These can, of course, all be tracked all the way back to the voracious consumerism engendered by Capitalism. The main symptoms are not clustered around older people, though.

[–] [email protected] 3 points 11 hours ago

Never asked!😕

[–] [email protected] 9 points 12 hours ago (8 children)

This is why I either went with Chaos (during my adolescence, mostly outgrew them) or Aeldari. I mean, they aren't that much better from a lore perspective, but at least they give everyone a chance to suffer equally...

[–] [email protected] 2 points 13 hours ago* (last edited 13 hours ago) (1 children)

Pretty much! I remember attending Sunday services several times at the behest of my grandmother, and half the time they consisted of mean gossip and fear-mongering.

Edit: of course, I'm not saying all Orthodox priests follow this script, but the Orthodox dogma in general seems to be VERY conducive to it...

[–] [email protected] 2 points 13 hours ago* (last edited 13 hours ago)

Very! Too bad they're not getting the attention they'd deserve. I've yet to properly digest ULTRABLISS, but Cyberfunk! before it is a masterwork! I still regularly listen to Love The Filth, too, I think it generated several new neural pathways in my noggin the first time I went into it.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 13 hours ago

Did several, the CPU is fine. Of course, it isn't fine when a new game suffers from unpatched memory leaks and unoptimised respurce consumption, which has become the trend rather than the exception - looking at Cyberpunk 2077 for demonstrating to publishers that gamers will buy literally anything out of inertia.

[–] [email protected] 0 points 13 hours ago

I don't doubt that! My point was that a 9th-gen i7 is beef enough to handle literally everything I've ever thrown at it, games or otherwise, yet some newer games with very few graphical enhancements (I'm talking not even ray-tracing) are so poorly optimised, that the hardware isn't to blame. UE5 in general, for instance, is a hot mess, not in terms of graphical fidelity, but in terms of software bulk and resource consumption. And it really doesn't look THAT much better when compared to UE4.

I'd rather just stop buying half-baked software than be strong-armed into expensive and unnecessary upgrades to play a game which was clearly rushed to market and is oftentimes incomplete not just from a software perspective, but also from a narrative and feature perspective.

 

I'm not even sure I can explain this to myself in a sufficiently coherent manner, it may be the biggest cognitive dissonance I've ever had to digest.

I look around me and, while I know everything I see is real, that it's happening, that I can reach out and touch it at any time, I just... it doesn't make any sense. I'm talking about society, about the weather, about how I see people behaving with other people (or, to be more specific, seeing how people behave as though they alone are real and everyone else around them is... I don't know what, but most certainly not people, considering how they treat eachother), I look at everything that surrounds me on this planet, and I feel more detached, more distant from reality than ever before.

At the same time, I've never in my life felt more connected to existence beyond that. I can feel as though I belong in the Universe. I feel it unfolding around me, inside me, I feel tied to every atom, feel my atoms fitting in with the rest, perfectly, as though I were calmly floating in a pleasantly warm river of Everything. I feel my beginning, I feel my end, and while it both overjoys and saddens me, it doesn't disturb me. I am here, exactly where I'm supposed to be, in this Universe, tied to everything else which is, which has been, which will be. I am part of the endless oscillation and am at peace with the ride, overjoyed I get to see it, to understand it, to be aware of it.

I've worked so hard to get here, to finally feel like I deserve to exist, to breathe from one moment to the next, to take up space alongside everyone and everything else. To feel like I belong to something, like I have a place somewhere, for whatever reason. And I finally have it. Well, technically I've always had it, even before I as a consciousness existed concretely, and will continue to have it even after that, because in a physical system, energy is neither created, nor destroyed. I have always been and will always be, in one form or another, of the Universe.

How, then, am I supposed to reconcile this with the shit surrounding me now? How can I believe my eyes seeing the horrors we're doing to ourselves? How can I feel as though I belong to this world, our world, our society, when it is now as different from my Core Nugget of Truth as it's ever been? I don't feel alien, I don't even know how to describe how I feel, because feeling alien would imply a shared scale of comparison, but things have become so vile, so hateful, so habitually shitty, that it's like trying to conceptualise a 4th dimension. Something which clearly exists, but is completely unknowable to me. I can barely believe I feel like this, because this is how so many people have referred to divinity, something known, but which is unknowable, but this feels like a perversion of everything I hold dear.

I feel outside of time and space. It's not depersonalisation, because I am clearly within myself, looking through my own eyes, feeling through my own skin, hearing through my own ears. I am anchored to myself, it is inescapable. And it makes me... I don't have a word for the type of sadness, the despondency, the hopelesness, the everything I feel for things nowadays. I am in utter disbelief, not because I can't accept what is happening, I cannot but accept what is happening. I am in disbelief that it IS happening.

Or maybe that's just how I'm trying to protect myself, by trying my hardest to convince myself that I don't understand it. But I think I do. I think I understand it as well as anyone else could. It's nothing more or less than what I had to go through during my childhood, at the hands of people who were supposed to protect me, to love me, multiplied by billions. And I know EXACTLY how it feels. It is inescapable. This evil is inescapable, and it is evil. It is pure and simply evil, for what other word could be used to describe what is happening. It is a self-aware cancer. Self-perpetuating, all-consuming, entirely wilful cancer.

 

The image is from a Superb Owl commercial.

 

Foreword: Just My Opinion™

Pessimists are creatives who are able to see the worst possible outcomes. To me, this means we have people who are able to effectively sound the alarm, and it's worth at least listening to what they have to say.

I feel Pessimism is shunned nowadays because it comes close enough to Realism so as to be uncomfortably familiar, as what we're seeing unfold is one of the worst potentialities we had at our disposal (I think most if not all of us agree that we couldn't have anticipated a dystopia THIS fucking stupid).

In a healthy society, however, one in which things work in favour of the citizens and every soul has the necessities of life assured, Pessimism would serve as a cautionary element. It would demonstrate the disasters we're avoiding or will have to avoid.

I feel this has always been its role, from Ancient Greek Tragedies to contemporary dystopian sci-fi, but somewhere along the way it became something to be avoided like the plague (see Toxic Optimism/Positivism).

 

Was rummaging through the attic (periodic backup & clean-up) and found this.

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Degz & Hoax - Outlaw (degsmusic.bandcamp.com)
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Thank - Good Boy (thankleeds.bandcamp.com)
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Fuck courier services (lemmy.blahaj.zone)
submitted 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) by [email protected] to c/[email protected]
 

So, I placed an order last Wednesday, same country different city, it cost a not insignificant sum of money. Package only started moving on Thursday, although the shop had handed it over to the courier service the day prior.

Friday rolls in, delivery failed - package is supposedly too large for a delivery box, redirected to courier. I don't understand why the person delivering it to the box couldn't have called me, there's literally a locker bank every couple of blocks now, would've taken anyone tied to this one no more than 5 minutes to get to it. I get that it's a policy thing, I just don't understand why it's a policy in the first place. What-the-fuck-ever.

No show until today, Tuesday, status still unchanged, even though on Saturday I received a different order I had placed on Friday, through the same courier service. I didn't even request or pay for weekend delivery.

Call customer support, get picked up after 35-40 minutes of waiting. The package hasn't even been shifted from their box delivery depot to their courier delivery depot. In almost a week.

So now my options are as follows:

  • wait and trust that they'll "expedite the transfer process and will do everything they can to get it to me as fast as possible"

  • head to the depot myself, which is situated in a different town, by:
    a. taking the train, which'll be 3 hours total
    b. taking a bus, which'll be 3 hours total
    c. making puppy eyes at a cab driver and paying a fifth of my order's value (rough estimate) on the fare, and be back in 1.5 - 2 hours

They advertise delivery as overnight as long as it's in-country.

And this is all because they've cut back on their staff, in addition to continuing to underpay them. We have, like 5 different courier services in this country and they all suck donkey balls. The Post Office is now catching up in terms of efficiency, and they haven't changed since Communism was still a thing around here.

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