Funny how you can SOUND like a person who doesn't wash his own underpants. And a white male in his late 30's. And a high-performer but on a razor narrow and specificaly capitalistic set of criteria.
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Thinking back on your rhetorical question, I think it's just it.
It's the goal. The goal was always to try and make me think that I am not just simply taking care of my stuff (and by extension myself). Because taking care (of yourself) isn't valorized in a capitalist society.
Fuck it all. I'm putting YEARS of work into just sorting myself out.
OMG it's actualy about cooking. Was it satire?