Not doing great this week. Hopeful next week will be better. All the comments here at least make me feel not alone :) hope you are doing great!
catter
joined 2 years ago
sad posting
Been away a while. Things are not going very well for me, sadly. Pride festivals were not what I had hoped they would be community-wise and my relationship is increasingly strained.I'm not really able to see a happy future for myself at this point.
Hope everyone else is having a great pride month! You have so much to be proud of, being your authentic self 
Having some good days here and there where I feel like I look like Aphrodite herself. Then other days...
cw: mental health, dysphoria
I get gender envy from statues lol. Still grappling with the fact that this is all happening to me. I got so used to the constant dissociation and derealization that I was completely disconnected from my mental health. I always had some level of dysphoria, but I could push it aside.It's overwhelming. Trying to find local queer support groups and other ways to connect with trans people around me, but I have had no luck so far.
Love you all. Hope your weekend is wonderful like you
cw: internalized transphobia
Vacillating between loving that I'm trans and hating that I'm trans. I've been keeping it close to my chest because it feels like uncertainty, but my wife called me out yesterday saying that it sounds like I already know and just don't want to accept it.Looking for in person support groups to feel like I belong somewhere again.
Hoping for a time where I can love myself finally 💜
I love the rant, thank you for taking the time to write it all out 💜 Yeah, the main reason for Lexapro over Zoloft is the potential for sexual dysfunction.
Not to spill my guts too much but that is very important to me right now, and since I'm not medically transitioning at the moment, I'm not at risk of losing function otherwise. Thankfully I have a very proactive psychiatrist :) I appreciate the well wishes! Thank you so much 💖
Hostile reminder to wear sunscreen as well