they also removed the "previously known as [deadname]" part too, massive relief indeed
bolshevikLovelace
joined 1 year ago
i love black nails! i usually either lean into it and pair them with a full black outfit or alternate it with red/pink. i think i have some polish that has glitter mixed in but it's always finicky as hell so i agree with @MoonElf@hexbear.net , i think doing another coat with some clear sparkles is where it's at. i'll try to see if i have any nice sparkly stuff next time i do nails, my last application has all come off except for the ring/pinky fingers lmao
i have so many obvious grey hairs but i think they're kinda cute! they just look a bit out of place... if i'm going to dye my hair i don't just want to go brown or blonde, so i'm thinking i could lean into the grey a bit and go with like a silver vibe? i'm kinda scared that bleach will damage it but surely there's ways to avoid that?
medical stuff
got referred to the cardiac ward at the hospital. the ECG nurse commented on my age falling quite significantly outside the normal demographic
. the doctor was pretty nice (apart from wanting to shake my hand in the middle of flu season 
), said from the get go that he didn't want to take me off any of my medications if they're working which was a big relief. had a look at my symptoms and said they all fit in the big overlapping Venn diagram of Autism+ADHD+POTS+EDS, referred me to get an echo done just in case there's anything serious, and prescribed me some shit that'll straight up just slow my heart down. i really fucking hope it works - i'm sick of doctors and specialists and waiting times and managing appointments and not knowing if i'm dying or just being a hypochondriac... i feel so burnt out but it's going to get so much worse in the next month or two 
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thank you! and right?? it ends up indirectly costing tens of thousands of dollars just to get a silly field on your birth certificate changed. it's wild that it took them until 2025 to change the law (they are the last state in