dangerously close to beans on toast tho
Wmill
joined 4 years ago
I get the saying this isn't for me but honestly no one ever asks why I'm buying it, even then I wouldn't care enough to lie. Store employee really don't give a fuck and I'll glad for that
Job councilor at my training never mentioned much other than it can be an old boys club in some construction places, maybe he didn't wanna single me out or anything. It very much seems like a generational divide kinda thing. I know my mom just has anxiety about social situations
Sometimes it feels a lot of the comments my mom makes about my appearance have more what she thinks than not, she tends to frame it as "what will others say" like I don't deny I do get it. Every job interview I go to I get rid of my polish any fun eyeliner I was feeling and mute myself to no real avail anyway since no one's hiring. I love her dearly still just find it tiring. Hell she even justifies it to her coworkers my appearance, I'm swole and got long curly dark hair and she got asked why I'm looking like Samson. Her go to respose is that I'm gonna donate to kids with cancer, they shut up afterwards.
it legit feels so nice to exist in public all relaxed, the staff is friendly and a lot of the time I think queer themselves at least that's the vibe I pick up most of the time.
and the secret rings 
Demon's Souls Shrine of storms, trust me on this
rivals doing a call back to shadow 05 
"aww so sweet"
Generations lazily mentioning secret rings or colors 
"this is some bullshit right here"
Libraries are safe spaces where I can sit as queerly as I want 
not like chuds come in to read or anything
