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it's very much a white people in general thing but I'm not holding my breath on them changing anytime soon just getting worse. I've grown sicken with how many of them might have only been kind to me because of a white savior complex I'm dead certain that's the case to every white church I've frequented growing up with friends.

oh damn that looks sick

Right, they're good to feel and I do with my family but outside with white people I sometimes feel like I gotta keep a happy dopey mask on. I also tend to come off as very apologetic and it's hard to turn off

ok but if I become a hegelian e-soy I'm crediting your post

I think while a lot of fans want kiwami 3 4 5 etc not a lot of them played kiwami 2 to realize how these games are gonna come out and are more enraptured with kiwami 1 than anything. I'm still playing kiwami 2 and yeah it has it's merits but if you hoped on the series at 0 went to kiwami 1 and expect things to remain like that it can be a bit of a let down.

that wahoo spoke to me, hope your job situation gets better and you find someone cool

I could justify this as learning about stuff and reading

Trying to decipher how much of my personality is appeasement mannerism come about from being big and brown and folx idk sometimes I feel bad for experiencing emotions that could be seen as threatening and it's just exhausting. Definitely feels like I'm playing a stereotype for acceptance and a pessimistic part of me tells myself people just keep me around to feel better about themselves.

Having got rid of my worst habit I'm like what the fuck am I supposed to do with my time now how am I gonna complain about not having enough free time in the day and guiltly procrastinate now

It really is one of my last sources of bliss, I really don't think it'll ever lose it's shine I just forget how good it is from time to time.

Current emotion is full of beans and bread, so dreamy don't want this to ever end

love me some honest hearts, should have registered sooner