Tommasi

1500 pg/mL

Insane estrogenmaxxing

::: spoiler transphobia? Got randomly blindsided by transphobia by a friend today and idk how to react. I don't want to go into details, but it was like a "yea, but you're not FULLY a woman" type statement, and because it took me so by surprise I didn't know what to say so I kinda just silently agreed, which made me feel even worse.

I know she didn't realize it was an inappropriate thing say, and she's nice enough that I'm sure she'd listen if I explained why it's not okay, but I'm not sure it would actually change how she sees me, and I don't want to spend my free time hanging out with people who think of me that way. Part of me wants to just let the friendship die by soft ghosting her, but that also feels mean to do to someone who probably don't know they did anything wrong, so idk. Sometimes I want to move cities and start over completely stealth so I don't have to deal with stuff like this.

secret

Honestly idk. I've had multiple crushes, both reciprocated and not. Some of them were pretty intense. I used to think that was being in love before, but now I'm not so sure any more.

Going on a coffee date in a couple of hours Very excited and a bit nervous

As others have kinda mentioned, looking into hobbies you had and things you used to love from before depression hit you is probably the best place to start, as well as trying to meet new people (which is a bit scary, but worth it imo) and not being afraid to try basically anything that catches your interest.

I've been going through the journey of rediscovering myself after many years of depression as well this year, and it's been a ton of fun.

it's going to be the perfect size, and the water will be the perfect temperature

One of my dreams in life is to take a bath (in a bathtub, not a pool). Almost everyone only has showers where I live, but bathtubs seem so cozy...

Good take overall. A lot of people (myself included) wanted this guy to be some sort of leftist hero. Even though it sucks to find out he was just an average american dude with kinda shitty beliefs, we should accept reality as it is and not try to pretend otherwise. We can think of it as a small victory that even someone who's seemingly not very class conscious could be driven to an action like this. That, along with the amount of support this got, still makes me feel much more hopeful about building a left-wing movement in the west than I was a couple weeks ago.

For the most part, what is remarkable about the man himself is that he chose to take out his anger on a genuine enemy of the proletariat, instead of an elementary school.

This part I find maybe a bit tasteless. Even though I agree we shouldn't glorify the guy, I do think he deserves some sympathy for what he did and the undoubtedly awful punishment he's going to be sentenced to, and I don't think it's fair to compare him to a school shooter. I don't think anything indicates that he's the kind of person capable of something like that.