Peruvia

Yes, the gnomes in my garden that I posed near for my profile picture are real and will judge your soul. Consider those who suffer, for when they suffer, so do you.

Truer words have never been spoken. Nic(h)e porn, nic(h)e hobbies. It's time to rebuild here. Also it still blows my mind to hear about the amount of money people used to throw on customizible avatars & awards( 3k, like how tf do you even live at this point)

Again, I'm sorry you have to deal with a lot right now, I wish I could help you. I forgot to add in my original comment to do "the list". Add to it little by little over time some aspects that stuck with you from the former relationship(if it is not too painful). This is a tool to use for self reflection and to not idealise the former partner(s), it's useful when I think about reaching out.

For me it's easier in a way, the relationship that ended sucked, but my mind often recalls what I wanted it to be instead of what it was. Recalling and seeing what went down is crucial for me, because it lets me know how I acted in certain situations and allows me to take responsibility for my actions(and if I don't like them, to see their root and try to look at it with compassion and patience instead of shame and frustration-still a work in progress for me right now).

While looking forward is scary, there is always something waiting. I thought I would never be worthy of peace or acceotance after I ended a previous relationship, and then the last one happened, which was good when it started. Give yourself time and care, to grieve and recharge. Breakups are exhausting. (Sorry for the long post) I'm rooting for you, and please don't hesitate to reach out whenever you can, I'm looking forward to an update.

New fear unlocked. I was pissed I couldn't transfer money to pay for a bus ticket, but in comparisson,fuck that.

I was the same way, but people do seriously undermine the severity of sun damage. It caught me off track when I had severe sun damage, as I didn't expect fever and being woken up by my skin burning and blending into the bed sheets in the middle of the night.

The content and spirit of the users feels beyond dead on there. I'm with you on PixelFed though.

I don't miss the times when I had to use my headphones as an antena for radio, as I couldn't buy music.

Random account shutdown when you need to transfer money while on vacation is truly something else.

Love it when I drank it and it either gave me paralizing anxiety or made me sleepy(the ability to properly rest was out the question though)

Any other way we can support or donate, ko-fi aside?

I feel like I am crazy for just enjoying coding. I don't troubleshoot, I think about the ways the code works. The problem itself can be confusing, but alas, I don't speak in a professional capacity.

I'm very sorry you're going through this. Someone broke things off with me and it still hurts, even if it has been a while. The first month was the hardest, then it gets easier bit by bit. What helped me was keeping busy with work, I had a lot going on to keep me distracted. I tried to do things that I didn't do before, or that I wanted to try and never got the chance to do, or stopped doing when I got in the relationship. I found it important to try to enjoy my solitude, but that takes time. Go places, even if it's very near you. I delved into my hobbies to keep my mind off of it. If you can, try to process things bit by bit, just don't try to escape your feelings in the long run, that fucked me over(It's been a while since I avoided processing my former relationship so yea).