PeeNutButtHer

I've been on antidepressants, including SSRIs, before and they just never really seemed to do anything for me, the only thing they did do was give me horrible withdraw symptoms after I stopped taking them

You know that pins-and-needles feeling when a limb is asleep? When I got off lexapro I would get that feeling all over my body for about 2-3 seconds every like 15 seconds, it was awful

Honestly it's kind of surprising to me that we have a Christianity comm on this site. Like it's a irredeemable religion full of so much heinous shit anyone who calls themself a leftist should be opposed to it

Yeah, that was what was taught in my home school ""history"" class

My parents still believe in the shit

The nonsense of that is a big part of what drove me to becoming an atheist. That and being trans and bi, the bible is very clear about what it thinks should happen to LGBTQ people and it frustrates me so much when people try to pretend that Christianity isn't inherently bigoted and homophobic

All the things that make me miserable are pretty much out of my control

I need money and no one will fucking hire me. I even applied and got an interview for a position cleaning up literal shit at a hospital and they still didn't hire me. They won't even let me clean up doo doo feces to make a living

Can't get SRS without money, can't get FFS without money, can't get out of my shitty ass apartment where they're always cutting the water off without money, this shit sucks

really pissed at myself for letting my ear piercings heal up. I had yet to buy a pair of earrings and was still just using the studs that the place gave me and the back fell off of one and I never could find it, and I never got around to buy something to replace it so now it's all healed up. shit was fucking expensive and now I've got to pay for it again when I have money next

I never manage to stick to routines, if I have one slip up I spiral and it all goes down the drain. I was doing pretty good routine-wise for some of March but all it took was one bad day and all the progress was washed away

Yes, and I've never really fully recovered from it. Eventually I got to go to real school but the damage was done and I didn't really know or understand how to interact with people so I talked to almost no one and kept to myself

I don't have really any hobbies and whenever I try to get into something I lose interest very quickly. I just can't get invested in anything because I have no passion for anything

with 20 of your friends

If you counted up everyone that has been my friend or even just an acquaintance in life I don't think it would hit 20