trying to decide if I should learn Mandarin in case China because the new global hegemon or if I should learn Spanish for when I get sent to an El Salvadorian prison for being trans (I will learn neither because I am incapable of doing any task that requires consistent effort over multiple days)
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I had a 3DS as a kid and instead of walking I'd just shake it up and down and it counted it as steps
slept for 19 hours and I'm still tired
i think I'm just tired of having to live life
I'm alone with my thoughts quite often
I've had therapist suggest breathing exercises and stuff like that and it just don't help me, like it just doesn't do anything for me
I have no life and I must post
idk I don't really "get" meditation, or mindfulness, or what being present with one's self means
dads are so fucking shitty
posting thur it all to keep sane