Not that long. Once the blood started pooling in his head, things probably got weird.
Lath
Interesting how murder was the option chosen. Some would have chosen self-sacrifice instead.
Anything can become economically viable in the right circumstances. Maybe you don't want it to become economically viable because then you'd have to share or sell.
As for coercion, when there's nothing to coerce you with, invent something that can.
So you get no enjoyment from anything?
Never made and ate a good meal that had you feel "I needed that"?
Never bought a random toy or played a game and felt "that was fun"?
Is receiving sexual pleasure just a meaningless chore?
Maybe the issue isn't not feeling it, maybe you're looking for some great high that makes trivial things worthless by comparison.
Were you perhaps spoilered by other people telling you what to expect and those expectations never came to pass?
Or are the bad experiences so ingrained that the good ones simply can't compete?
Regardless, active exploration is the way to change a state of mind. Passivity leads to numbness. Or so I've been told.
This is what happens when you play with your books instead of reading them.
One night stand for each!
Comparing with all the weird stuff I've read in school, this is nothing worth noting.
That's because you're not doing it for yourself, you're doing it for others.
Do things for yourself, with no expectations from anyone else, and then compare the feelings.
The friend was the designated sober escort for the raging alcoholic.
This randomly reminds me there's a place in Los Angeles called eggslut.
If you have difficulty understanding it, try to find any piece of media in a regular person's day that shows hairy women acting like neanderthals.
The idealization of the female body beyond the standard of reality is a form of misogyny. It says "you're not womanly enough".
The same can be said about the male body and misandry, but that bit isn't as visibly prevalent because sex sells and the ideal woman is imagined for sex.