Kiagz

joined 5 years ago
[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 17 points 8 months ago

I should have started working years ago. Could have saved up quite a bit of money by now. Instead I spent the past 3 years studying, and all I have to show for it is a ton of student debt and knowledge about web development that I will never get any use out of because I have zero interest in that stuff. I have a job now, but the pay isn't very high so it's gonna take me a very long time to save up for all the surgeries I want madeline-sadeline

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 7 points 8 months ago
[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 15 points 8 months ago

Today has been a busy day, and I feel like I've made good progress with several important things. Had my first appointment with a speech therapist experienced in helping trans people, and now I'm back to voice training emilie->=3 Trying a different tactic, hopefully I'll actually be able to stick to it this time catgirl-sorry

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 11 points 8 months ago

Every monday I have an appointment with my therapist, but this time I show up only to find out that he's on vacation. Cool, not like they could have told me that ahead of time madeline-bruh

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 18 points 8 months ago (2 children)

feeling sad and lonely :(The loneliness and executive dysfunction are most noticable for me in the weekend. I have all this free time, two whole days where I can do whatever. But I have no friends to hang out with, and no motivation to do anything other than scroll through social media and think about how bad my life is catgirl-cry

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 10 points 8 months ago

Brain is empty today blob-no-thoughts

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 12 points 8 months ago (4 children)

sad :(My brain is so mean to me catgirl-cry Just a constant stream of negativity towards myself. Nothing is ever good enough

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 9 points 8 months ago (2 children)

I'm so impatient, I really wish it would go faster. But at the same time it's easier for me to keep boymoding when there's no big, sudden changes. It is what it is, I guess...

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 19 points 8 months ago (4 children)

According to my mom my face looks softer and more feminine catgirl-heart She also said my nose has gotten thinner transshork-happy Seems HRT is still doing it's thing, I'm just really bad at noticing it.

[–] Kiagz@hexbear.net 8 points 9 months ago

It's so great. You can't even buy a new washing machine now without AI being crammed into it. I'm sure the next kettle I buy will also have AI, somehow

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