oh, well if there was anything you thought was interesting i'm so glad i could have shared that with you! it's tough comrade, real tough. and the people who can and would help may not be close-by or even know they could do something :/
always here to answer anything you desire, dms or comments or w/e
chinese new year is tomorrow, i'll prob forget, so i'll wish you a happy chinese new year now!
let's go! send me your recipe if you get a chance~
oh whooops, microsleep, it's like when you are super sleep deprived you start getting bits where you don't remember stuff.
for me my therapists (i changed cuz different needs) just started using the term after i mentioned stuff that happened to me that i would always remember and couldn't get out of my head. i thought a ton of stuff was normal or obvious and uhh yeah turns out getting drowned 'for fun' at 8 and remembering the sensation of being close to death isn't a thing everyone who swims does, who knew. and at 15 getting pantsed and having your 'friends' laugh at your sex organ is also not something that appears to happen to too many people.
i still can't accept it, it's just so alien, obviously now after being informed i understand that others haven't had the exact same or similar experience, and even though i'm more aware of stuff my behaviour and actions aren't keeping up. apparently that's normal too, and it's supposed to be confusing, i just don't know why :/
it's so lame
to give a material analysis; your actions and behaviours (i.e. the internal and external observations of yourself in your interactions; empirical evidence) must be accepted as reasonable in a given context or environment, one in the past which has a causal link to your current behaviour and mode of interaction. they are referred to as maladaptive in cognitive behavioral psychology, the term is used for addictions as well, no need to sweat the details. Relevant paper & definition below, note the bolded bit, don't sweat the specificity of the paper, or the disorder, or the treatment paradigm or the specific scientific underpinnings, the ontology shines through anyways. Oh and different schools of psychological thought use different terms to describe more or less the same thing (differences only really matter to researchers or practitioners).
Abstract
Beliefs that are negatively biased, inaccurate, and rigid are thought to play a key role in the mood and anxiety disorders. Our goal in this study was to examine whether a change in maladaptive beliefs mediated the outcome of individual cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT) for social anxiety disorder (SAD).
After the validity can be established, i.e. that they make complete sense given your circumstances, they can be more easily worked on and adjusted for your current material environment, which from your statements seems like you would rather have a different way of interacting. Hardest part is accepting & validating, therapy helps; community is better; friends & family work too.
oh that's a chemistry thing too, a double entendre!
you're describing me, i wonder what our power would be if we could do the thing that's important
please post updates and @ me
oh wow that sounds super satisfying, i might wanna do the same... i read a few local artsy ones years ago and i thought those were neat
best of luck comrade
give my strength to do the some one day
huh, yeah i didn't think about the life status of the people, good call though i misunderstand stuff all the time and details/disclaimers always help me out!