I spent about 19 hours laying in bed yesterday and today I couldn't get out of bed until like 1pm despite waking up at 7am
Something has like broken in my brain and I have no motivation to do literally anything anymore, even eat or drinking or anything fun
It's gotten a lot better but it is still possible to tell AI shit from actual art. Like this post fooled me at a glance but it still fucks up hands and feet, I just hope it never gets them right
Art is like one of three things I actually enjoy doing in this world and seeing AI art is actually soul-crushing, it fills me with rage and makes me so hopeless
Yeah I’m doing sublingually, I wasn’t for the first couple of months though and had to learn about that online because my endo didn’t tell to do it that way, but at this point I’ve been doing it sublingually for the majority of the time I’ve been on HRT
I was in the mid range of a healthy weight before starting HRT and now I’m a little overweight, I’m actually in the process of trying to loose weight right now. But over the course of being on HRT I gained like 40ish lbs, I’ve lost a little less than 10lbs in my current attempt
I’m taking 50mg spiro, 8mg est, and 100mg pro daily. I got my blood work done in January and my levels looked good. I was supposed to schedule an appointment with my endo after blood work but I’m in full “fuck it what’s the point” mode and still haven’t done that
Despair
I looked at a selfie I took day 1 of HRT and compared to how I look today the only differences are that I now have less acne and I know how to style my hair, but I still look just as male after nearly two years what's the fucking point
I still get constantly misgendered no matter what I do or how I dress
I have somewhere to go in about 2 hours and I already confirmed that I'd go but holy fuck I really don't want to leave my apartment today