FeelThePower

joined 2 years ago
[–] FeelThePower 6 points 3 months ago

hope reddit loses

[–] FeelThePower 1 points 3 months ago

I'll look into it. thanks!

[–] FeelThePower 2 points 3 months ago

oh wow, this sounds exactly like how I was sleeping in high school. I remember back then reading about something called biphasic sleep. maybe I'll try and go back to something like that.

[–] FeelThePower 2 points 3 months ago

I've always thought about this. I actually moved to the opposite coast of the country and my sleep schedule is technically better now than it was. so I'd imagine I would thrive in far Eastern time lol.

[–] FeelThePower 1 points 3 months ago (1 children)

haha, i used to smoke but not so much these days, it started to make me real panicky at some point.

[–] FeelThePower 30 points 4 months ago (12 children)

welcome new friends! can someone fill me in on what's going on with GenP?

[–] FeelThePower 6 points 4 months ago

as an American this is an absolute truth nuke.

[–] FeelThePower 7 points 4 months ago (1 children)

surely this is only for torrents right? there should be no way they can detect DDL.

[–] FeelThePower 2 points 4 months ago

thanks, I was confused.

[–] FeelThePower 5 points 4 months ago (4 children)

I don't get it

[–] FeelThePower 1 points 4 months ago

English, Spanish, russian

[–] FeelThePower 5 points 4 months ago

I don't pay taxes anyways. not because I'm evading them, but because I make so little that I don't qualify for taxation.

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submitted 2 years ago* (last edited 2 years ago) by FeelThePower to c/[email protected]
 

So about 2 years ago, I moved away. Broken spirit broken person, over 3000 miles. However, yesterday I landed for my first visit back here. And I just feel weird. Like I'm not supposed to be here or something, it's very ominous. I constantly feel anxious.

The weirdest thing was seeing how my parents have started to age. And the woods where I used to hang out are all housing developments now. I'm currently sleeping on a mattress in my old room, aka the office now, surrounded by random shelving and printers and stuff. it's really a weird feeling in here too.

I don't know what I expected but I definitely don't feel like I'm "home". It's like some weird alternate dimension version of home. There's still some people I'm yet to see and I wonder how that's gonna go. So far everything already feels uncomfortably different. Alongside that, the rose tint has also come off and I have a lot of bad memories going through my head too instead of any sort of nostalgia. Almost like the different person I was back then is still lurking here somewhere watching me.

Anyone familiar with such a feeling, after being away for so long?

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