18 I haven't really been counting or checking in. just going with it, no real cravings. 110% quitting weed this time to get these ADHD meds then reevaluate
why is it so cold in aus, almost at the point where I wouldn't mind a revolting red to stay warm. ofc I'm not doing that, red wine drunk is my least favourite flavour of self destruction. 10 days.
ayoo 1 week, it's been rough, the kindling is very real, I blackout almost immediately and the insanity wants to pull me back into the spiral. so it's just not worth it for me. certainly no fun.
I see my doc tomorrow too. I might try naltrexone and or acamprosate again. no antabuse, wew yuck. sleep is always going to be an issue for me, it's so hit or miss. all or nothing, black or white no in between :D
iwndwyt ๐ frozen aussies, nonsense weather everywhere it seems