This sounds exactly like what Brave is/was supposed to be/could have been.
DampSquid
The newest season was fairly average overall. Hotel Reverie was rubbish.
Especially season 3. It basically didn't even try to be funny
Accidentally started watching Mr Inbetween again, for about the fourth time
Yeah, its between this one and Signify, for me. Both amazing
GLOW!
Covid really put the smackdown on that one
The Other Two is criminally unknown
Qobuz is better than Tidal, IMO
Saddam Husain in the Membrane
As much as I can't really help directly - except to say that I absolutely identify and empathise with your current state - can I just say that I really liked the prose of your post. Maybe you could write, if you don't already? Be it short stories, a novel or a diary, you seem to have an inherent talent already.
Writing, I find, can help soothe the mind, too. 😊
Methane?
Edit: Methane.